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1991-07-11
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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Friday, October 27, 2006
Went to the Science Musuem. It smelt funny.
I thought that I may as well, as I have hardly seen my family all week- been on trips and been up at Tate Britain prqactically all week all the days.
It was fun, but I was waiting around alot.
Not much today.
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Thursday, October 26, 2006
Don't you sometimes want to crawl into a corner and die?!
Oh. Don't mind me. I'm just a bit tired, and then comes the onset of depressed feelings!
Things have been happening here. I may explain more once I feel less paranoid, and am in a SECURER environment!
lol
Oh no! It's a repeat of the beginning of the year! (Only a few people on here know what that means :P)
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Sorry I wasn't on yesterday. Didn't feel like it, and detoured to the Turner prize at Tate Britain!
Yeah. I just didn't feel like going on yesterday. I was tired, but compared to today, it was nothing!
I cannot honestly be bothered to describe how my day was, even though I should do.
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Tuesday, October 24, 2006
Work experience! I get to stick things and shred them, and hopefully go on the internet during lunch!
I'm looking so forward to it! Two weeks of working in a small office on the fourth floor, sticking things in and shredding! Oh joy!
I have to get there by a small lift, which can fit 4 slimmish people in it, and there are little doors, so you could push tem whislt you are moving in it.
I've got a new bunch of shirts and a nice skirt that I'm wearing now.
Got Visual Dialogues; had one today, one tomorrow, and one Thurs. It was alright. But most of us didn't know each other, so we are rather apprehensive. It wasn't the normal place, so I was waiting, but the person in charge cam along. I wasn't the only person thankfully!
There was this man who was speaking, black, and he was very interesting, but none of us really knew where it was going, and I was personally tired from concentrating, and the room was a cosy dark red, and there were black spots!
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Saturday, October 21, 2006
Thought I may as well.
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TOday was alright, exempting the walking around unnecessarily.
Yeah. It was fun. I'll go and talk about it tomorrow, but the Nando's food was as good as ever, and the time I had out was fun. I may reconsider it again sometime, and not be the loner I always am!
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Friday, October 20, 2006
It's Deborah's birthday tomorrow! (That's Female Outlaw)
It's her bday tomorrow, but I don't know what to get her! She can't even decide! I don't want to get her a manga she doesn't like!
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My hair isn't as flicked-up as yesterday!
My hair is all danr-well floppy now!
Tate Forum consisted of 7 people this time. 1 more than before. It was rather boring, but it was entertaining with Nivek, an 18 year old guy who works at the Tate and goes to college, smearing remnants of red paint on my arm, and sitting in a 4 year olds' chair!
Also, I wanted to volunteer for something, and I queried Mark to whether he had put down my name, and he said, "Who are you again?" and I laughed and put down my head. I said, "Amaris," and he wrote it down.
Then we talked some more, and then he went and pronounced my name wrong, as many people do: Am-mur-ris rather than Am-mar-is. I just gave him a glare. Then everyone talked about being called other names and stuff.
At the Tate next week, during my half-term, I have three days there. From 11:30 am- 4 pm. On Thursday, we get to go to the House of Commons, watch the people whilst in session debating, and check out a bookshop in the middle of a housing estate. I'm looking forward ot it!
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Thursday, October 19, 2006
Am I? I@m told that I@m more emo, without wearing the clothes. I like Indie music...
You Are 74% Indie
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You're a very indie person, and admit it, you look down a little on people who strive to be normal.
You'll indulge in a little mainstream pop culture every now and then. But for you, anything not indie is a guilty pleasure!
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No therapy for me! X(
Ohh! And I was so looking forward to it! Oh well, I just have to prove to them I'm mad now!
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