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Welcome to my site archives. 10 posts are listed per page.
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Thursday, October 12, 2006
 The life without nails is an itch-free and painful one!
I cannot seem not to be able to Pick things up without nails!
Yesterday morning, I ordered, yes, I ordered my mum, to cut my nails, so I would no longer scratch my excema and and make it bleed.
I never seem to realise how much I need meh nails! Life is so dissatisfying without them! I don't manicure them, or even put nail varnish on them, but I would prefer my nails than my hair!
Yes. I'm talking crap now.
I shall leave.
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Didn't piss down with rain.
Hmmm... Cathedral choir was full of waiting and shit. It was a pain in the arse. A choir full of under-10 girls is hell in my book!
It dries up by the end of school. I got home, deadheaded my begonia, and did nothing, then went to choir.
This fidgety girl called Margaret, after choir, walked with me, and started asking me questions. The stupidest of which was "Do you have a sister?"
"Yes I do." I replied in my middle-class accent.
"Does she go to university?"
Please. Isn't that silly? She just ASSUMED!
What kind of child do you think I am?
Oldest, youngest, or middle?
I'll find some later when it's NOT 9:22 am! in a lesson on a laptop!
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006
It's lovely and pissing down!
Yup. About half an hour ago, if started to rain, and there's also a thunderstorm.
It is 'pissing down' as my mum would describe it. I was walking behind a maths teacher, and he nearly fell on me when he slipped! Ha! Ha!
I was incredibly tired last evening at about 5pm, and 'The Grim adventures of Billy and Mandy' and 'Futurama'
A MAN ON A ROOF! TO FIX THE LEAK!
I was dozing off. When my brother went into the bath, I was lying on the settee, and then my mum came home. WE talked about our days, and then I wasn't sleepy.
Tonight I have Cathedral choir. Hope it isn't still pissing down, because I have quite a walk, and I'm accident-prone.
A song I like
Another song I like that's on the radio
Another
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Tuesday, October 10, 2006
Art was so boring, and a classmate named Jane found out what a gigolo is.
We had quite a boring time in the lessson because the teacher wasn't in, and we couldn't use the paints, so we talked.
And did silly stoof.
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The time has come!
My friend shall be typing now:
Hey Amaris's pal how r ya? i'm a lil bit lazy to get an otaku but ive got a myspace though, do you....i nmean have a mysace?
btw my fav anime is escaflowne :) im gonna go now b4 amaris kills me she's very violent.................
BYE
Amaris here
Weell, I don't really have a clue to how to celebrate, but errmm... let me do an account of the journey 'til now!!! *puts on grand voice*
Well, I had originally seen the site theotaku when I was in year 5 or whate3ver, when looking for 'Gundam Wing'. I then came across the site again, and a couple of months later, I decided to join, even though I wasn't 13 yet. I was only 12.
I didn't know any HTML at all, but I tried, and I updated about 3 times a week, with my slow computer.
And I'm still here. I don't think that's I've left here scarely more than a few weeks frankly.
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Monday, October 9, 2006
3 year anniversay! 3 year anniversary! Tomorrow!
Let me drown my sorrows in a pool of blood!
I don't know if I should do some sort of theme, or something different, but it's kind of tto late now.
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 I feel so sick.
Didn't have P.E. today. I was looking rather forward to it.
I have to talk to Miss Jenner today, but I@m dreading it. I think that's why I feel sick. I think we should talk after-school, rather than in my maths lesson.
In French, I didn't do much, but it's better than nothing. I did better than what I had written down as homework.
I should finish off my Enlgish essay, but I@m still upset, and we certainly need to clear the air, in order for me to go and work properly, and not feeling guilty, embarassed and marred frankly.
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Saturday, October 7, 2006
I felt like posting earlier but now I don't really feel like it.
Reason 1: I'm on late, so it won't necessarily be read, and I'm sick of being ignored, and putting my heart on a string, so I'm retracting my heart for a while.
Reason2: I feel like I'm not even real anymore. I feel near empty. Maybe this is because I'm not thinking, and "living one day at a time", but I still feel like shit and am in an emotional slump.
Reason 3: I feel likle shit. I got up this morn at a God-forsaking 7 a.m. and thought I'd go into the front room. My brother, who is ten, has been picking on me, and farting all day.
Reason 4: My mum is taking a slab out of my confidence. She has been working for the last two weeks. Yes, she's at home, but that doesn't mean anything. I've been having to make my own dinner, or go and and buy some all week. We've only had one meal from scratch this week.
Reason 5: I@m getting sick of my sister. Everyday she says that she hates me and other crap like that, and she's been listening to metal again, and not eating, and I@m partially concerned, but I've got LOTS of problems on my plate. Especially this week, so I haven't talked to her.
And that's it really. I'll find a song later. I may go and visit some sites. I don't know.
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Friday, October 6, 2006
 Indeed you can get a good nights' sleep from angst!
Yup! I had the best night's sleep for like 3 weeks! I didn't wake up once! Umm... until 6 a.m. where my sister's alarm went off, and woke me up. She was supposed to have a bath, but was 'too sleepy'.
Well, I'm glad that I had a good education even if I am emotionally scarred, because I don't have to repeat myself for effect, because I know the effective words in the first place!
Oh how I LOVE going to a majority Black African girls' school! XD
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Love fights!
Hmmm... just had a freaking fight with some girl, who said I was stupid, and would cut my face and shit.
I'll explain more later.
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