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Friday, October 6, 2006
 At least Miss Jenner didn't talk to me today.
I just feel so marred frankly. Like I've been smeared with 'psychologically unsound' and 'self-harmer'. It's not true though. I do indeed think that I've landed myself in crap, and now I'm just going to have to lie low.
I was upset yesterday, and at Tate Forum, there were only 7 people, including me. I had a good time though. I think the reason to why no one came was because of the rain and wet floors.
It was fun anyway, and I talked to Tom, so that was alright. I was quite bubbly during the meeting, and we have decided to go and kill off some members because they aren't coming.
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Thursday, October 5, 2006
 Guess who got the techer scared?!
So funny! My English teacher, Miss Jenner, thought that I cut myself! Oh SOOO funny! I JUST explained to my form tutor that it's an inside joke, and also explained about someone I USED to talk to, but stopped over a year ago now.
I feel quite violated, but happy that I got a teacher to worry about me! :P
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Had a nice walk with some people in my class... and sister.
I thought 'may aswell' because I didn't have anywhere specifically to go. My mum wasn't home, and my brother would prefer if wasn't there, and I had time to kill before I went to Cathedral choir.
It was fun and enlightening, as I usually walk home-alone, unless my sister is there, because no one walks at my speed or really direction.
Jeez that was a post full of waffle!
Waffle post! :P
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 8 fucking weeks of bad sleep id getting to me!
I'm sick of school, and sick of being alive frankly. I should be looking for a college to go to, but I'm tired, and my mum is worrying about the secondary school for my bro to go to, and her job, so I have been quiet.
I'm toddling along with my coursework on the school laptop, and I'm fretting about doing nothing for French. I'm pretty much ready for getting shouted at.
Catherdral choir was alright. I've got Tate Forum today, so Ill be tired even more, but at night, I can't sleep, and wake like 3 times a night, and finally at 6am an hour before I'm supposed to get up, tired.
Nothing else really. Listening to anime songs.
Please say whether you like the songs or not! I need feedback!
I never knew how awkward it was, typing on a leptop! My hands are in the air, for I keep touching other things!
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Wednesday, October 4, 2006
How was last night? Hmmm... oh! I have lovely abdominal pain from that monthly cycle women have!
I feel numb and grouchy, and a girl in my year called Jenifer unnecessarily hurtled 3 year 7s into me because she couldn't be bothered to wait anymore.
If only I hadn't had my books, I would have struck her right in her fucking head!
*breathes slowly* Anyway, all is well. Been doing my homeowrk. Got cathedral choir tonight and Tate Forum tomorrow. I wonder who the new assistant for youth programmes is, as Doris left? Ah well, I'll find out soon.
Nothing else really.
Song anime songs for ya!
A funny funky song here by The faint!
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A girl has an ultrasound presumably of her. Should I be scared or interested?
Ahhh! The dear year 7s, being 11 and 12! I hated being a year 7, and I didn't want to become a teenager!
Wasn't I such an intelligent girl?
How were you as a child of about 4- 10?
Me? I was scared shitless of EVERYTHING! And shy to boot!
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Tuesday, October 3, 2006
Ughh... art.
Yup. It's one of those days where the inspiration is dead, and I'm bored ot death. Got me tubey things on my arm today, and getting people asking why I have 'em on. It can get so tiring.
Well, it's too hot to wear a jumper, but too cold to take it off.
I had to look after my brother and sister yesterday, because my mum went to a concert. This is only the secoond time ever.
My brother lodged the keyboard thing in a rage.
He was a pain all night. They had lots of gravy when I said no, and they were just basically disobedient. My mum came when I was sleeping sometime, and I heard sewing on the machine at like 1am.
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Monday, October 2, 2006
I'm going to have been on here for three years next tuesday!
I have integrity!
I'm so happy for myself!
Well, nothing else to really say.
Yesterday, I woke up at 6:30 to go to cathedral choir. I hadn't had much sleep due to the fact I couldn't, even though I went to bed at 9:30pm the previous day and there was a party in a neighbours' garden.
I got home at 11:30, and it was funny because my day was over initially at 11:30 AM!
I didn't do anything, much. Read my book- 'The time traveler's wife'. That book is funny and amusing.
Did the assembly today, so that was cool. Am not doing art club because my art teacher isn't in again, so we are behind.
My French teacher was in, and flying off the handles as usual. The cover teacher we had told her the shenanegans we had been up to, and she said there was nothing that I did wrong! FOR CRYING OUT LOUD! I WENT AND DID NOTHING FOR THE WHOLE LESSON EXCEPT READ, AND DO THE EXERCISES VERY SLOWLY!
Ah well.
a song.
another song
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Saturday, September 30, 2006
Which is better?
Or
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