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1991-07-11
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somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Being feeling a bit down.
Hence my not being here. I just feel a bit like nothing. Like I don't matter. It's none of you, it's just how I@m feeling. My excema has been making me really itchy and sad. Nothing else to really report. Been reading 'The line of beauty', and skipping to the homosexual parts. I@m just frankly bored, and am not doing my homeowrk. I@m going to get into trouble!
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Friday, August 18, 2006
I MAY GO AND SEE A JAPANESE FILM ON SUNDAY!
Yeah. I'm looking SOOOOoooo forward to it! *grins* Yeah. It's not far. Just a trip on the train. No changing. I'll tell you how it is on Mon!
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LAST NIGHT OF BIG BROTHER! I CAN GET MY LIFE BACK!
Yup. Over here it ends. It has been 13 weeks now. Not much happening. I had hoped to do some homework, but things got forgotten, and I was slumped infront of the television! I'm such a procrastinator!
Read 'Liling-Po' in like an hour and a half.
I feel emo-ish. Got the hair in front of the eyes. My vision is going in my right eye.
I feel like poop. MY INFERIORITY COMPLEX IS REARING ITS UGLY HEAD AGAIN! *laughs* I@m telling no lie!
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Thursday, August 17, 2006
'That "gyaahhhh!" is being talked about all over the dorm. The leading theory is that you screamed when Himura attempted to give you his manhood in the third floor hallway.'
That's a quote from book three of 'Legal Drug'. I think it's so funny. Fnished reading it today, after just issuing it out today! I@m sad that I've finished the book, and am looking forward to reading the fourth book when the library get it! Got two other mangas, and I've got a book I have to re-read because upon reading it last year, I didn't get it. Nothing else to really report. Had McDonalds because my mum and I were out and hungry. WE had strawberry milkshakes. They were alright.
Yesterday, I watched 'Porco Rosso'. I didn't get how the curse was put upon Mister Porco. With Studio Ghibli, they are VERY slow burning, and quite frankly boring!
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Tidying day!
Today we had to tidy-up, which was a pain, and also not a pain. I forgot that it was Wednesday today, so I couldn't go to the library as it's shut.
I found some stuff I couldn't remember where I put, so I'm glad. I should upload some of it.
Woke up at 11am unfortunately but hopefully I'll wake up early, so I can set off to the library and do my essays there.
Heer are some songs!
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Tuesday, August 15, 2006
I watched 'Nausicaaa....' blah blah blah etc. etc. whatever!
Yeah. IT was another Studio Ghibli slow burner. Quite boring, but I have no money and am anime deprived.
Nothing else to say- my mum, brother & sister went to see a film. I didn't want to go, so I@m here now.
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I woke up for BEFORE midday for the first time since Friday!
Yuppo! Woke up at 6:15 this morn, and couldn't go back to school! I feel so refreshed! I@m also norman (normal) now.
I'm also slightly bored. I SHOULD go to the library today. Maybe a bit later- it's only 14:21, and the library shuts at 8pm, so I can afford for it to be later.
I still need to do 3 english essays and a maths coursework, maths coursework, graphics stuff etc. all for 3 weeks' time. Oh joy!
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Monday, August 14, 2006
Some crappy gifs I have made!
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Nice to know that a bad attitude and misbehaviour get you NOWHERE!
Today I have been, to say the least, a mute. I woke up at around 1pm- still recovering from the holiday.
I just don't feel like talking at the moment. With all the conflict, and with the fact that I stand nowhere, it's sort of hard to explain my feelings. I feel like a stinking 9 year-old again, and it's annoying.
Went shopping today. It was alright. Lots of fighting though.
I feel a little nauseous. I think I may go to the library for the day and write and read some of me stories, just so I can get away from the maniacy.
Better go and reserve some more mangas from the library.
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
Just a message from the creator of this site...
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