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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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Sunday, August 13, 2006
 Oh world I love you so! (You know that if I write this, it's DREADFULLY ironic! Here comes the blood-drenched tears!)
I'm getting really sick of the tension in the space I call home! My siblings, are so hostile, and I'm getting rather sick of it.
Sorry anyone whose guestbook I have not signed back, sorry. Been busy. No. Scratch that. Lazy. Watched 'Laputa: Castle In the sky'. It was mediocre. I'm not a great fan of Studio Ghibli, despite its famousness.
Everything seems slow. I@m still recovering from teh holidays, I'll fill you in on that, and Friday where I said goodbye to my leader for an art thing uptown I got to, and how I nearly cried, not because ahe was going, but the fact that all of them SMOKED!
I'll post tomorrow if I can pull myself away from my art!
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Thursday, August 10, 2006
 Here updating again! To go home soon!
Well, went to the seaside today. It was cold and raining, but being the English people we are, we're black but we were born here, we just braved it out.
It was quite fun today. Did bowling, and that was evil! Kept getting gutterballs! ARGGHH!
Well, I'll be updating more once I get back home to London, rather than near the coast. I'm looking forward to next year to where I will go and visit here again!
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Wednesday, August 9, 2006
On for once!
Well, I'm in Norfolk, still in England, and I'm having fun with my Godmother.
It's nice to have a holiday for once, and get out of our little London bubble and go to the countryside, and smell horse doo doo and other stuff.
Well, I'll get another post done when I can!
Got extensions in me head, and swaying that about a bit. Seen the seaside and stuff.
Seeya!
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Wednesday, August 2, 2006
I GOT TEH ANIMES AT LAST MOFOS! lol
Yes. I am SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO glad! I think if I hear 'Neon Genesis Evangelion's themes tune ONCE MORE I@m going to rip someone's head off!
Yeah. I'm glad though. The rest of the money's in the bank, so I can't even get tempted!
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 I'm on at long last!
Yeah. I decided to not go on. I just lazed about alot. Nothing's REALLY happening on my end. I'm at the library with my brother. It's not the most local, but I told him that I'd show him this one because the local one is annoying him!
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Thursday, July 27, 2006
Thunderstorm!
I'm so glad that the thunder and rain has come! Yay! An end to the heat! (Until it comes around again nonetheless)
I'm in an alright mood. I need to go back to the library, because I went and left some stuff in a library book because I@m an idiot! I was freaking last night when I remembered! Ah well.
Nothing else to really say. I won't be on for a while, due to my 'can't be bothered to update AND go to peoples' sites' attitude.
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Wednesday, July 26, 2006
Was left in the house for too long.
My dad was supposed to come at 12 pm because my mum went to work uptown, and my dad was supposed to come, but he did so at 18:12, 4 minutes before my mum! I'm so sick of all this! I want to go back to school!
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Tuesday, July 25, 2006
 Haven't been on the internet! Got the shakes you see
Hmm.... father went and wrought havoc yesterday. Idiot. I went to a stationers, and had a tremendous argument with the man in there, about a pen I had bought, which I held dear to my heart until it died. I went to the library which wasn't my local one, but still borough. I got a couple of books, after lugging the ones I'd returned on the hot bus.
I also added some stuff to my story plans.
I've read a few mangas from the time I got them out, like 'Dark Blade' or something, first volume, and 'Azumanga Daioh'. That's funny. Nothing else to really report.
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Saturday, July 22, 2006
Beacuse I love Death cab. Also, a survey thing. happy reading!
| Reflection of Self | | Basic | | Name(Nickname):: | Amaris Drausinus (confirmation name) Catrina, and I'm not saying my surname. | | Gender:: | girl! | | Birthday:: | 11th July 1991 | | Current Location:: | At the computer in London, England | | Marital Status:: | !'m 15! You guess! | | Occupation:: | Doing me f-ing GCSEs! | | Religion:: | Roman Catholic, though they are trying to take the distinction of 'Roman' away. | | Siblings:: | One brother and sister. Both younger than me. | | Pets:: | None.Used to be allergic to fur. We'd probably kill it! | | Get along with parents:: | Yes. Well, my mum, not my dad for reasons I will not say. | | Have a lot of Friends:: | Not really. I'm quite the recluse, being a cancer an' all! | | Emotions: How Often Do You | | Cry: | Every other month or so | | Tell someone you love them: | Never. I'm a calous soul! lol | | Hug or Kiss someone:: | Do neither | | Argue with someone:: | My siblings everyday! | | Make a joke:: | Probably hourly | | Feel: Sad: | At least once in the day. | | Hyper: | Once a day. | | Angry: | Once a day. | | Happy: | Once a day. Usually. | | Alone: | Once a day. | | Most common emotion:: | Loneliness and anger. | | Appearance | | Hieght:: | It's 'height'. 5'5" | | Body Type:: | Slim, but got a gut. | | Natural Eye Color:: | Brown, but kind of obvious. Don't change it. | | Natural Hair Color:: | dark brown. Don't change it. | | Color Contacts:: | None! I@m au natural! lol | | Dyed Hair:: | None! I@m au natural! lol | | Tattos:: | None! ARGGHH! | | Piercings:: | My ears, but they healed. | | Glasses or Contacts:: | Nope! | | Accessories:: | A bracelet here and there | | Make-up:: | None. | | Lable:: | Label?! Don't wear 'high street' stuff! I@m a pauper! lol | | Favorites | | Musical Group:: | None particulary at the moment, but I like Union Of Knives and Jim Noir and others. | | Singer:: | None really. I liked Brian Molko for a while. | | Color:: | Purple. Not a favourites kind of girl. | | Season:: | Summer, because school finishes, it's hot, and my bday! | | Animal:: | none. | | Book:: | I think 'Jimmy Corrigan- smartest kind on earth' has got to be up there. | | Movie:: | I used to like 'Wizard of Oz'. | | TV Show:: | Any anime that is sophisticated. | | Music genre:: | Indie/ Rock | | Genre of film:: | Too many films are from Hollywood, silly and aren't worth being put in the cinema, so I don't know! lol | | Actor:: | None. | | Actress:: | None. Oh! I know! Me! I qualify! I study Drama! *sticks out tongue* | | Thing to do:: | Get angry at people, watch people, write, draw, go on internet! | | Place to be:: | Home! | | Do you | | Drink:: | juice, squash, yes. Alcohol? No. | | Smoke:: | Nope. Got teh asthma. | | Curse:: | Yes! I have a potty mouth! | | Like to Party:: | No. I'm a recluse. | | Want kids (unless you have):: | Don't honestly know. I haven't got my heart set on it. | | Want to get married (unnless you are):: | Dunno. I'm only 15. | | Sing:: | Yup! All the way! | | Dance:: | When I feel silly. Yes. | | Draw, Paint, or some other artistic talent:: | Yup! I'm the best at drawing! | | Play an instrument:: | No. Sadly. | | This or That | | Health Food/Junk Food: | Health | | Eat in/Take out:: | eat in. | | Wendy's/Buger King:: | Neither | | Water/Soda:: | both are bad for me. | | Coke/Pepsi:: | neither. fizzy drinks aren't good for you! | | Dark/Light:: | Light. I HATE the winter because the sun doesn't rise until 8am! | | Day/Night:: | Either. I'm not particularly choosy. | | Walk/Ride:: | Walk. Walks are always good! | | Angel/Devil:: | Why be bad?! It's BAD! lol Angel. | | Crowd/Alone:: | ALone. I'd DIE in a crowd! Arrghhh! People! *melts* | | Warm/Cold:: | Warm. | | Simple/Complicated:: | Complicated. What's simple? | | City/Isolated Home:: | city. Got to be able to spy in people! | | Dog/Cat:: | Neither. | | White/Black:: | I'm black! *laughs head off* Ermmmm White just for the hell of it! | | Fantasy/Reality:: | REality. | | Book/Movie:: | Book. You can stop and start when you wish. | | Romantic Night In/Wild Night Out:: | | | For or Against | | Bush:: | Against | | The War:: | against | | Don't Ask, Don't Tell Policy of Military:: | don't care really. as long as I@m safe. | | Gay Marriage:: | The bible say no, but if they want to live together, hey! Can't say much to that! | | Gay Adoption:: | Hey! Some hetro families are fucked up. AS long as they are good parents, I don't give a fuck! | | Abortion:: | depends the circumstance, but at the end of the day, you are killing someone. What would it be like if you were killed before birth? | | Death Penalty:: | it's wrong. Against. | | Fur:: | Do we live in inhospitable areas where it's soo fucking cold we can pee without it being frozen. No? Well then. | | Sport Hunting:: | Why?! You gonna eat it afterwards?! Going to gut it?! | | Gun Control:: | Why man made guns, I do not understand! | | Free Downloading:: | DO I buy downloads?! I'm for it. | | State Testing:: | What that? | | Juvenile Penitentiary:: | if it helps them, sure! | | Last Minute Randomness | | Fears:: | Letting the past haunt me forever, and being unable to remember when I was younger because I've blocked it out. | | Weaknessess:: | Approaching people, and being consistently in one mood. | | Strenghts:: | I will not lie to you, and I am admired for that. | | What country you want to vaction in:: | None. | | Regrets:: | Anything where I'm mean, and not honest. | | Favorite Word:: | Can't think of it now. | | Favorite Letter:: | a! It's the beginning of me name! | | What do wish you did more often:: | Ask for help/ approach people. | | In your group of close friends, you are the:: | leader/ odd one out/ outspoken | | Around people, you are the:: | loud or quiet. | | Favorite culture:: | Japanese, but they are too conserved. I like where I am- being brought up in a 'white' culture, but black. | | Favorite style:: | CAsual/ geeky- non-revealing | | Desired Job:: | A pro writer/ poet or actress. | | Anything I left out you want to add?: | I'm made of BALONI! | Take this survey | Find more surveys
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5700 visits and it's holiday!
Well, I'm kind of missing the fact that I'm not going to be seeing my schoolmates, as this school year has pleasantly gone well! I've got a myspace, so I'll add that as my other website soon. A girl in my class just commented, saying how she'll miss me, and my little quirks.
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