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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Thursday, May 8, 2008
Dual posting!
This is a duplicate post, same as on my other site. Meh
Now, as a teenager, I'm apathetic to a great extent, though I know I shouldn't be, but school just doesn't interest me, and I've got the tests coming up, but I'd rather play on the DS and read 'Death Note' than actually revise. Yes, I know I'm being lazy, and I know that I will do well, but I know that someday this cockiness will bite me in the arse like no other!
It's very warm still. Yay!
Also, for French, I did shit, and no joking there! I just wasn't confident and my mouth went dry!
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Wednesday, May 7, 2008
The sun is shining...
and school plods on.
I have tests in a couple of weeks. Utterly flopped in the French oral I had yesterday, despite working hard on it, but there are three more areas in order to attain my final grade, so it's still going! ^^ I'm not scared at the moment, but I know that in a while, I'll be trembling in fear!
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Saturday, May 3, 2008
Posting on neither sites
This situation is paining me. I don't want to leave, because I've got so many friends on here, but at the same time, all I do on here is answer one pm which I know is from a friend. I can't add people as friends, well I couldn't until recently, and no one seems to update anyway!
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Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Last day of holidays!
Nooo! I'm going to miss getting up late, but I haven't been able to sleep because I haven't done anything during the day, and as ever, haven't done any revision for my tests, though I should. *shrugs* Oh well.
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Saturday, April 19, 2008
O, members, where art thou?
Yeah, I, myself, have not been on, but it doesn't seem like any business as far as anything goes currently! I just don't want to say goodbye to this place, and swap allegiance, for that means that I'm going to have to search for all of you, and then subscribe, and I'll have to do that when I get back to school on Wednesday. *shrugs*
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Wednesday, April 9, 2008
Why is it so dead here?! *cries*
I'm sick of it, and the fact is, I'm getting that bit paranoid again! *pouts and sulks* Oh well, at least I'm not the booty call, I don't care! I love the ego-massaging though! ROFL
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Monday, April 7, 2008
The good old hurting scheme
I'm getting pretty sick of people oozing. I know that we are human, and by neing in any kind of realtionahip means that that person is going to ooze on you, but sometimes you just don't want it. It makes me want to cry when I see people slowly falling apart, and losing control, so they use means of food, but it just hurts. Hurts to see these people slowly throwing themselves at the small piece of affection and kindness they feel, for that kind of relationship formed and based upon that person's low self- esteem is NOT going to work! *shakes head and keeps back the tears* There's this poem by Carol Ann Duffy, and the chracter, 'Mrs Quasimodo' is so pathetically weak, and I think you have to build that resolve and strength by yourself; it won't be handed to you willy-nilly. I would know. I've gone through all those motions, and I still feel weak at this moment, but I owe it to myself that I do not fall into that hopelessly unfounded commitment. I've prevented it, and I shall, for it will only end up in both parties' tears.
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SNOW?! IN APRIL?!
Ah yes, yesterday it snowed. I got up after dozing at midday, and to my utter dimay, when passing a door with the window opposite, the light was very bright, and there, holy of all holies, was snow on the opposite rooftop! WEll, I was VERY suprised! I took some pictures, but sadly the computer is extremely slow, and I don't fancy my chances on uploading things! >_>
The most ironic of all things, was that on Friday, it was absolutely boiling! Everyone in the sixth form (16- 18) was in their summer things it was so unseasonal!
Also, like a girl, I went swimming with my friend and sister, and I got some purty necklaces. I got one that looks like a chandelier! He he!
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Friday, April 4, 2008
Hevenly cake!
Yes, and heavenly scrumptious BURGER! Yes, I shall detail more tomorrow, but it was SO tasty!
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Thursday, April 3, 2008
The hatred of the red tights now!
I'm donned in red tights today and the hate is coming on! Yes, they're very vibrant, but all the same!
I'm getting VERY ANNOYED with the whole separation thing and how this site is a ghost world, yet theotaku has it's worlds! I don't want to use it because I have a strong allegiance to this! *weeps*
I so need a holiday. It's the last day of term tomorrow, and it's two weeks' holiday!! Hip hip hooray!
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