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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Friday, June 9, 2006
I've been neglecting my site!
Ever since I made the changes, it seems that i have less and less internet time!
Also, I STILL have to consider about the work experience I'm going to have, but I don't really want to have to speak to the careers officer Miss Dunt. There's an air of patronism about her. She speaks to me like I'm 4! I hated it when I was 4, and I still hate it!
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Thursday, June 8, 2006
 5400 visits! I'm grumpy, and I got shuted at, and I may go and do squash!
Yes. Well, I'm very happy about the visits. Don't think that I'll gloat about them, for I am VERY GRATEFUL, and never think that I am not.
WEll, I had to bring in my shoe today, and now I have spasms! My arms also ache like hell!
I had to hold it up because it was big, and I had the other stuff with me. My hands sweat so much that it rubbed off the ink on the plastic bag I was holding!
Well, I was on the corner of the road of my school, and a stupid teacher I hate went and shouted at me because was wearing shorts. No offence, but can't you wear anything you want under a skirt? I think so, so I have rolled it up.
Also, I maybe going to squash club, so sorry, I may not be able to visit your sites, as I may not get on at lunch.
Also, it's boiling here! I want to sleep! I'm so tired! I@m like a zombie!
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006
On a lighter note...
Well, we are not all in the hell we are bound for! (Laughs hysterically) Anyway, my English teacher, Miss Jenner, says that she'll be doing a 6-week course or so learning Japanese, because she taught over there for a while. I'm excited. Got nothing else to do in my Thursday lunchtimes! And it's only a selected few.
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No offence, but I'll be rude if I wish.
I don't mean to be rude, but yes I can draw, and I know all those f-ing facts, but I just feel that it's just plain stupid about it all. When I came to this two years ago, there was non of 'the extra features' that are present now! So if I don't want to join, I don't join. Plus, other people come along, and then they're incharge of everything, plus I'm from England, and don't care for all that crap which doesn't concern me at all, so if you do not wish to go to my site again, feel free! I do go and warn you in the intro, so if I offend you, you know I've got an 'x' by my name! Just note me though, so I can do the same!
I am an opinionated person, and if you don't like it, you can fuck off! 
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006
I think that the thing about otakuites and such is shit.
Personally, why should I be a BASIC person, just because I don't comment on the anime art.
I have been here for over two years, and just because you go and draw ugly pictures, you aren't just a 'member' anymore. I think the whole thing sucks. Yes I don't go and bloody well comment on peoples' art, but I have very many things, and can't get around to it! Also, why should your portfolio reflect what you do in THAT part of the site. It's practically an entirely different thing!
Maybe I'm just being hostile here?
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Monday, June 5, 2006
 Who hasn't been on the internet for a week?
Well, it's not really hard to figure that one out!
Basically, it was half-term, meaning that I was off school for a week, but being the bad girl that I am, I didn't actually do my homework, so I banned myself from the computer. It wasn't even that hard to not go on the internet. It just happened, and now I'm back on. I doubt that I missed anything, no offence, but if I did, please tell me!
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Monday, May 29, 2006
I HATE DRUNKARDS!
Yesterday, there were some people having a barbeque, and there was smoke everywhere!
Then the man who's our neighbour, they live on the ground floor next door, and there's a gap for the downstairs to have windows, and garden, and then they were cooking their food with the flames on the barbeque, and that was bad because that's not how you cook food! Then they were drinking, and drinking and drinking.
Then, as we went to bed- 11pm, and they were playing music loudly, and then I went to sleep, dont' know when, and then I woke up at 2.05 am, and that was annoying, and there was a man and a woman, I am not being racist, but they were Irish, and the lady was high-pitched, and the man was just rat-arsed!
They were chatting to this girl, and he was so loud!
Then the most horrible most obvious thing about him being drunk happened! He said 'YOU'RE MY BEST FRIEND YOU KNOW! I LOVE YOU'
I was annoyed because I couldn't go to sleep before, and now they had woken me up! I couldn't be bothered to go and shout, but I'm annoyed and tired now!
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 I'll be back on here in a while. I SHOULD do some of my homework!
Yeah. I've got quite a bit,a nd I'm going to a friends' friend's leaving party from the area, and my friend, Stephanie, being the girl she is, invited me, so I won't be in tomorrow. I'm doign some of my hair, but it's taking forever, and I can't plait straight on my funny shaped-skull! Looking forward to it anyway, and then I'm going to the mall again on Saturday with a friend of mine. Lola, who's jkrowlingdahl on here, because it's her birthday!
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Sunday, May 28, 2006
I have moderate depression!
Goldberg's depression test
You have reached level 28 on the Goldberg scale.
0 - 9 Depression unlikely 21 - 35 Minor to moderate depression
10 - 17 Possibly minor depression 36 - 53 Moderate to severe depression
18 - 21 On the verge of depression 54+ Severe depression
You are having suicidal thoughts. This is a serious warning sign, and you must seek help quickly.
You have the symptoms of depression. These symptoms seem to cause a considerable amount of problems in your everyday life, and it would be advisable to consult a doctor.
Depression is a disease like any other disease, and it can be treated very effectively. Recognising that you are suffering from depression is the first positive step. If you are depressed, you should arrange to see your doctor to talk about the illness right away. You may also want to raise the issue with your friends and family. You should look for support from these people you until you get well. Anyone can suffer from depression, and the symptoms can vary from person to person. Treatments, including medication and psychotherapy, have a very high success rate.
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 I'm on!
Not much to say really. I've lazed around lots today, and didn't get dressed until 1 a.m.! Yeah, and I had fun listening to radio (please remember time zones!) at 11-1, and it was funny!
Also, this week, it being my time off school, I plan on making the cake that I intended on doing last summer! I haven't got an electric whisk though, so I can't do my shoe with the wallpaper paste either.
Hmm... nothing else really.
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