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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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Thursday, April 20, 2006
Got in trouble for Religion!
Yup! Just now! The teacher called my mum. Not that bothered really. Ah well. Going to get it in the neck! My mum doesn't like it when people call her house, because it shames her!
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I so hate the world...
Well, is Amaris not on the computer? The computer room is now open, or so it seems. I'm a bit scared. And it's still not being looked after by a teacher! Well, it's someone's folly! NOt mine!
Ah well. On the internet. That all really.
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Background change!
Jeez! I have had a hankering to change it since I put it up back like a month ago. Well, the shorts are still gone, and I have some old ones on. I'm still tired and brain-dead. The library was shut; the one day I wanted to give back my library book at school! Ah well, no internet after-school. Mairin my sister has presumed that Thursdays are now her days to go to the library on the internet for an hour, using my mum's library card!
Sorry if I make no sense, I can't touch-type, so I'm just typing away, not looking at the scrren.
Also, I put some of my favourite anime, 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' on my books. Sad really, but I've got nothing to do.
Also got a French test! Wish me luck! I'm freaking out a bit! AND I HARDLY EVER FREAK OUT!
I'm also WAY BEHIND on all of my work, so I have to go to some teachers at lunch. I'm second last anyway, and no comp at lunch! Ah well!
That's the life!
Shinji pic because he's such an antagonist!
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Wednesday, April 19, 2006
Well, back in school I am!
Yay! And I can afford to waste time, because I got into lunch early. Nearly haad a heart attack though, because one of the teachers was there behind me!
Anyway, I'm pretty cool, I've been mmoved in my from room, so I have to get used to that. Otherwise, it's pretty fine.
Should change my bg. Cameron Diaz is getting to me a bit!
Ah well! The holidays are over, and I am in my summer dress!
Yeah. I alo can't find my shorts, they have seemed to have gone walkies, and it is SOOOOOOOOOOO UNCOMFORTABLE to go around walking, and your legs sticking together, and your underwear going up your butt! Shorts! come back to me!
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Tuesday, April 18, 2006
'Teenagers dont' think about what they do'.
Yeah. Right. I only think twice before I do something, because I am a cynic, and tightly bound.
Do you think of things before you do things?
When I don't, the results are catastrophic, so I make sure I do! Also, I always think of stuff before I say it. Even now. Far alas, I am a mad, extremely thoughtful girl, who is on the end of her tether, because a certain girl called my sister Mairin, and being cheeky, and a bitch.
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I'm so tired! And what's tomorrow? SCHOOL!
Yeah. I got up early, 6:58, and I got ready for going to an exhibition. I ate: 2 pieces of bacon, two slices of bread, strawberry mousse, and tea. Oh. Two crumpets.
At 10 am, I got ready to go, and went to Tate Modern. I went there with my mum, as the last time I went there was over a year ago. I wore my above-the-knee blue ra-ra (sp) skirt, and long-sleeved white semi-see-through top.
We had to go through various building areas, so there were all these builders giving me 'the eye'. So very boring, and it makes me scared. All these older men lusting you. Ya.
I went all the way back by myself. I'm not used to going places by myself, and I don't know the area like the back of my excema-ridden hand.
Went to the library. Got Number 2 & 3 of 'Happy Mania'. Still got the fourth. finished number 2 without too many full sex scenes. Good. Had MacDonalds because the Tate was expensive. Had to go all the way back to South-West London from where the Thames was. Yup. Got my hair nice, but STILL need to go and plait it some more.
My sister is doing my fucking head in, and I'm tired and depressed. I think I may go to bed early, and have 'a happy day' at school. God I'm not looking forward to it. I'm becoming withdrawn again.
AH THE BEAUTY OF DEPRESSION!
Oh yes. Forgot to explain what the exhibiton was on. It was on Martin Kippenberger, and it was interesting. I stayed in there for ages. I'm stingy you see, and it was £5.50 for my mum to pay for me to see this. The only problem was, that there were only 2 rooms in which you could sit down, and they were the boring rooms. In the first room, there was this resin man, looking towards the wall, and that freaked the shit out of me, and I was having a panic attack. I was alone by the way. The funny thing was, that by the time I went throught the eight rooms again, there was no one to ask me what I was doing, because they all came fresh onto their shifts, never having seen me before. It was interesting, and his take of Kafka's 'Amerika' was halarious!
Well, that's all I have to say with my depression!
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Monday, April 17, 2006
 The excema burns!
Yes. All today, the excema has exacted it's revenge on me! It burns so much!! I'm in a bad mood now! Ah well! I'm off!
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5001 visits!
Well, what's being happening? Not much. Did more of my hair, and did SOME of my art. Got school on Weds, but I don't really care. Don't care if I get shouted at. Saw a film last night, and went to bed at midnight! AGAIN! THREEE TIMES IN A ROW NOW. I'm soo tired!
Yes. I was gong to upload more pics, but I can't be bothered. I'll do it on Friday.
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Sunday, April 16, 2006
4994 visits!
Yup! So many! That's all!
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Well, yesterday was pretty fun!
Yeah! It's been ages since I saw my auntie, uncle, cousin and second cousin! Ahh! I'm not much of a socialist by myself, and my mum isn't, so I'm rather not a great socialist! It was all content and stuff, and I'm just happy. It was also weird because I HAD TO put on a lovely happy facade while I'm achong inside fromt his depression. Pin-pointed when it first came: 18th Feb. So ya. Saw my cousin's son, So that was fun, but I'm not fond of babies, let alone 2 year-olds! Well ya!
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