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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

Personal

Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff

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Thursday, March 16, 2006

Nothing much. Got 4753 visits! Yay!
I'm at home. The comps at the library are dead, because the area is being repainted.
On various things. Just wallowing really. My French teacher was being a bitch as usual, but I wasn't shouted at, because I'm 'one of her favourites'. Sometimes it does pay, but the 'whole expectation' shit sucks!
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Amaris feels better now, but still feels like shit!
Well, the spring concert happened, and yes I know I haven't mentioned it, but that's why I go to choir. It started at 7:30pm, and the first half was people playing instruments. No offence, but I found it horrendous! I couldn't see a thing, and all I could do was listen, and it was hot and I didn't know where to look. It was boring! It lasted for and hour and a half. Finished at 9pm. It just went on and on and on and on! My head kept dropping, and I kept going in and out of consciousness because I was so tired!
Then we sung, and it was good. It only lasted like 20 minutes!

Oh yeah! The 6th form band. It was crap! People only liked it because it wa the notion of a band! You couldn't hear ANYTHING over the drums! I would never like to go to a concert.
Then there was food. It was alright. It's like the food budget goes down every year. Alas. I bought some food home. It's still there.
Got home at 11:35, after waiting forever for a bus, and were at the school for half an hour having food! Woke up at 8am, and then lay in bed 'til 9, then got up, and got ready to school, and I'm here now!
Still can't go on the comps at school. That's rather annoying! That's all really, and I still have depression!

Oh yeah! Going to get shouted at, because I didn't do the homework because on Tues I went to bed early, and yesterday, I had a bath, ate, and then it was 6pm, and it was time to go back to school! I hope my teachers understand!
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Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Went to bed early!
I felt like shit yesterday, so went to bed early, but it didn't really matter, because I didn't sleep until like 10pm. I went to bed at 8pm. Made sure that I was sure that I had depression by reading a psychiatry book I had, and I am fairly sure I do.
Ya.
Let's push things forward though!
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Tuesday, March 14, 2006

Wow ! Look at this!
you dont care what anyone else thinks.

what is your personality like?
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Human - You r a mortal... You live in a kinda short

life, controled by emotions, and all u r is

living flesh and bone.You would prefer a gun

or anything else that u can get ur hands on

in a fight. You like any colors that u like

nothing special there lol. Your symbol is a

bruise fist to show how human are relentless.

U do not have powers because u do not beleive

in them. U are foolish, average, and normal

well thats just how humans r. U came from ur

parents in birth and u live on earth. Ur job

is to live life and find ur purpose in the

world and make another generation that is

all.

What are You?
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Wow this one crap!
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Under The Bridge by Red Hot Chili Peppers

"Sometimes I feel
Like I dont have a partner
Sometimes I feel
Like my only friend
Is the city I live in
The city of angel
Lonely as I am
Together we cry."

What Song Represents Your Life?
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Blah.]

You are a Mer! Like the Insectis race, there is not

much actually known about the Mer race as the

majority of the race tends to keep below in

secret cities out of sight of normal means.

However unlike the Insectis race, the Mer

race shows a great deal more curiosity and

interest in the outside world and has

recently begun to come more in contact with

the land-dwelling species.

Masters of the oceans, the Mer hold the concept

that whatever is beneath the water belongs to

them, and as a result any ship that is sunk

becomes their property and any person who is

foolish enough to try to adventure under the

waves often finds themselves at their mercy.

The Mer also seem to have a habit of

kidnapping those who go swimming at the beach

now and again though the Mer race denies it

everytime. In order to avoid any hassle, many

ships will often charter deals with the Mer

race as "insurance" and very

recently the Mer race has allowed some

supervised visits to one of their cities

though the actual trip there was shrouded in

mystery.

While very little is known about the Mer race, it

is known they are run via royalty. Another

thing is that the Mer race have two sets of

hands; the outer resembling large webbed

fingers which act as fins and then a second

set beneath inside which is smaller and used

for gripping and fine details. The Mer's

language is untranslatable, as it sounds more

like strange vibrations due to the lack of

air to speak. Though many Mer are able to

train the vibrations to mimic other

languages.

The Mer race is able to alter its form slightly in

order to move about on land by taking a

serpantine lower half...however they tend to

avoid being on land for more than a few days

without some visits back to water. An overall

interesting race, there is still a lot left

unknown.

History: There is little recorded history of the

Mer race to the outside world. They joined

the Councils only recently and seem to have a

strong ally of the Insectis race. This is

likely due to that they both run

self-contained kingdoms that have no real

basis of infringing on eachother. The Mer

race seems quite happy to keep to their

watery kingdom as the Insectis to their

underground. The only real recorded event in

normal history is an old legend of a Mer

helping to save a ship carrying precious

cargo that was stranded on the ocean. In

exchange for her aid, she asked that the

Captain promise to be hers and to live with

her in her kingdom. Agreeing, the Mer created

a current that quickly took the ship to a

nearby harbor. Once at shore however the

Captain took off inland along with his crew

and the cargo never intending to keep his

deal. After a week none of the crew was left

alive, as each seemed to have drowned in his

sleep.

Strengths: In the water, the Mer are a force to be

reckoned with. Very fast, and a few have

poisoned barbs, they wield water magic

unmatched by any race with the possible

exception of Fae.

Weaknesses: On land they are much weaker, and seem

to dislike being out in the sunlight for very

long.

What Mystical Race are You? (unexpected results, with pictures! :D)
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Like the bg?
I thought it as a cool thing to do, as I HATE THE WOMAN! JEEZ I HATE HER!
Ya.
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Huddling around a computer
I am very much against the idea. Having to look at some little on thing on a monitor! Please! I understand if it's something special, but when you do it everyday?
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Monday, March 13, 2006

Watching 'Outlaw Star'
Well, I am. With no sound! the horror of being deaf! Ya. Well, it's kinda cool.
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Nothing much.
I'm completely bored. Nothing to do. All the things are blocked, and should join something new. Blah! Ah well!
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Sunday, March 12, 2006

Well, I feel better now
I'm not talking so much crap! Idont' know how much I usually speak, but I'm fine now. Just a little low and depressed. Sick of being depressed. It's depressing! Ha! So funny! Please feel fine to pm me!
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Saturday, March 11, 2006

Sick of being depressed
Well, I am, and probably will be for the next few weeks, so I may say some things I may later 'regret' if you know what I mean. I dont' feel inclined to do ANYTHING! *sighs*
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