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Saturday, March 11, 2006
I don't feel like doing anything!
I just feel so low. Don't know why. Ah well, you know you can always pm me. I've been a bit apprehensive to pm people. Don't knwo why. Not really me. Well, I dont' feel like myself. I'm tired. I'll be going to bed on time. I'll wake up at 7-ish anyway. I feel all melancholy!
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On now!
Yeah I am. Well, what to report? I've plaited my hair at last, and my mum and dad 'had a talk'. It was annoying, and I got sad. It's from when they would do it when I was younger with my family. So ya. I'm alright now. Should put up some more posts. Nothing else really.
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Friday, March 10, 2006
Poem- 'Sources say'
What does 'sources say' mean?
I know what it means, but who is the source?
A person who 'gate-crashed' a celebrity's home,
or an 'actual' friend, actual being the operative word.
I was reading 'America's most popular'-
"Enquirer"
I am too smart to read it, let me just say!
But what did it keep saying?
'Sources say'.
That source could be anyone!
Me, you, some Asian man for all the reader cares,
but they WANT to believe this.
They want to know that someone elses life is more interesting than theirs.
"Amaris Drausinus Catrina Potato Man cuts herself" sources say.
Amaris
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Me on now!
Yes! I am the earliest I've been on the internet on a Fri for a good 4 months! So ya. As time wears on, I'll add the poems.
Disclaimer: I write them when down, and I am generally quite bubbly, but I am quite much the reflective person, so ya.
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Me on!
WEll, I DIDN'T DO the poems. I did it on the forum I'm on, Sorry. The comp I was on, the cursor kept going to the fucking bottom left! It was driving me up the bend! Argghhh!
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Thursday, March 9, 2006
How is Amaris?
WEll, how am I? I'm alright. Wasn't talking to Deb for a while, the selfish bitch, and I got a book on how to become a better poet, and reading poetry and shit, so me fine. I haven't read anything in ages, and my French teacher said, when I was reading some French, that the first sentence was bad, but the rest was FANTASTIC! SO HAPPY AM I!
SO YA.
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Pop-up cards.
Yup. That's what I'm doing in my Graphics class. I was thinking of doing like a card saying you love someone, of you've broken up with them, and you want them back. I was thiking of this, and I'm surely going to do a 'Neon Genesis Evangelion' pic! I'll upload it when I do it!
Now science, where my teacher shouts, and gives me a headache!
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Well, Amaris had an early night!
Yes she did! Instead of going to bed at like 10:30pm, I did at the RIGHT time: 10pm, and woke up at 2:21 needing a pee, and then woke again at 6:27, and then I made my sandwich for breakfast, and then did all my other stuff, and then I got out early! I could have got out at 7:55, but I got out at like 2 mins to 8. It was alright. I'm at school, and my headteacher was doing this assembly, and she was reporting on how she was an individual, and liked to be different! It was so funny! I was smiling the whole time, and she was talking about how she doesn't get the 'group mentality', and I do agree! I understand it, but I couldn't apply it to my life, when I'm so used to being alone! I tried to be in a group, but it felt so uncomfortable!
Yeah, also, I'm going to add my poems as posts., Some are quite evil, and really make you, think. Well, that's what I think, and I@m the poet! Yeah. Also, I haven't even started my 3rd coursework for French, and it's supposed to be in today! Ah well!
Also, how do you upload sound, so you can post it?
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Wednesday, March 8, 2006
Well, not much here..
Didn't get on at lunch. Needed to pee, and so did the person who was on the comp.
Well, had science modules. Went well, or so I think. Missed English again (I'm in the choir, and I got to miss lessons, but I came back at 7pm to 9pm).
Coming back was fun, but this girl really pissed me off! She wouldn't shut up! I think I'll kill her now. Wow. So ya.
Not planning anything to do.
I should really do my art, as I'm behind, and stuff. My identity shoe is going to be on either 'How I view the world', or 'Emotion'. Not sure which one. Might do both.
Oh yeah. Also for the poemy business, I couldn't do it, because myotaku 'wasn't working' or something. I couldn't log in. Well. I'll do some of 'em on Monday, or something.
The choir thing was cool. The choir sounded so cool, because we had altos and tenors and basses singing aswell! The sound was resounding!
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What's this pic?
Anyone have a clue?
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