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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Friday, January 26, 2007
Darn internet being blocked at school! Assessment of yesterday.
Currently sleepy. Watched the 'Vicar of Dibley' episode where they were talking about Live 8. I was falling asleep. I didn't mean to be mean about people dying, but like with the Mark Wallinger piece, I've seen it so much before, and I'm aware of the world, I don't feel a way.
Now, the post I typed up at school :P
Well, yesterday, as with this week, I was all nice and energised. That was until I went to Tate Forum. This girl, of which hasn’t come since August, popped up, and imposed herself into the meeting, talking about how OUR art should be in the Tate, and she went on talking about how we should burn the old paintings because they have spent so long in there. Corinne went on saying how it was sacrilege in the building, of which I agreed, but she went on for like 10 minutes talking about this, and how we should have 3 canvases each, and I thought ‘Canvas costs A LOT of money! Does she expect the TATE TO PAY?!’ but I didn’t say anything. I spent the whole time bored, drawing a narrow-minded person, with a literal narrow mind. I wore my animé badges, and one of the guys, of whom I can’t remember his name again, likes animé too, and I had Kaworu Nagisa and Asuka Langley Sohryu. He’s watched it too, and owns all the episodes, and movies. I hope he’s telling the truth anyway. Many people seemed uninterested basically, and I’m the only person from my school and still in the secondary school system :( so it was very boring. I wasn’t even sitting next to my friendy-thing because I got there late, and sat on the other side. The stupid girl, Rebecca reminded me of Hadeena, which was funny, because that’s another black girl I don’t like. As I said to my mum “all these black girls I don’t like! They’re supposed to be my kind!” my mum just sniggered back. Also, Mark, who’s in-charge, has this lovely way of guilting people! Since the New Year, people have been coming back. I’ve gone to all the sessions except two since June *laughs* . He said, “Ah, Rebecca! I haven’t seen you since the end of August at the meal! Where were you?” she gave a guilty smile, and went quiet! I very much had an evil and malicious grin on my face. Also, she wanted to talk on the Wallinger piece. The darn thing is about dying and anti-war for fuck’s sake! She said she wanted to dress up for the presentation for the event in Feb half-term. I told her, and she astonished. She hasn’t seen the fucking thing, and she’s assuming! Arsehole!
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