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• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Wednesday, February 7, 2007

A challenge and a sad film
Well, the first one:
The play has been decided, and I am taking the role of a ghetto girl. The challenge: to speak like a ghetto girl! The hardest thing I think is that because I speak in a rather posh accent and I don't really know any 'rough' people. I was practising to keep the accent as well! I have to practice speaking like my sister now! XD I only have 4 weeks until the performance as well.

The sad film I watched last week was called 'Vinegar hill' and it brought back some rather unhappy memories which I try so hard to bury as a child. It had elements of domestic violence and parents arguing and the father getting drunk. How nice for me to remember for myself! So the rest of the evening I was drained emotionally, trying my best not to remember it, and that ruined my evening because I didn't want to do anything. :( My mum asked, "Where'd the lovely Amaris which I had yesterday go?" of which I didn't say anything back because I was a mute. I did no homework in the end, but I slept well.
The film itself was very good, and the husband's father was a bastard for beating him and stuff. I do recommend it! :)
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