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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Thursday, February 15, 2007

'I can't stay in bed lying with you all evening! Oop! That sounded a bit funny!'- My wonderful mum
So how was yesterday? Well, I haven't been visiting sites because I've got my maths coursework to do. I've been doing bits and bobs of that. All that I have to do is type it all up and do some calculations.
Been doing art self-portrait. the black indeed is a great contrast against the white! I need some red tissue paper and some more black to be painted and I'm done. I'll upload a picture of it tomorrow.
I've got family therapy and I hope that goes well on Monday. I'm starting to burn out, so thank God that I've got holidays all next week!
I had to email this to myself because they blocked MyO. This usually means I have a controversial pm or something! *giggles*
I'm so burning out as well! I've lost my lust to keep the same and be the Amaris you all know and love. I just want to give up so much, but I can't. :O I've got to push through, for I know I can do so much for the world (that's what I tell myself anyway.)
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