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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Monday, February 19, 2007
Family therapy good! But Amaris went all shy and nervous like she used to be,
Gosh! I've lost all my confidence as I was tired today. The lady thearpist, Gillian seemed nice. She was Scottish, so I spent most of my time trying to get used to the prnounciation of her words.
I got all nervous and shy! I lost my posh accent completely. My eye contact remained good. WE had to wait for a while, and it was a council thing, and it looked like it was made in the 60s, and had hardly changed since then. We just talked about how the process would be, and what could be done to go further and stuff. I just said very lightly about my fucked up relationship with my dad, and me wanting this to be resolved, as this has been going on as long as I lived, and 11 years before that; it's all very complicated.
I ate the left-over Chinese this morn- lots to keep up my energy, and I've opened the 'White  Rabbit' sweets. My mum ate them as a child. I like them, but not the rice paper.
My brother was going mad about ramen, and we were screaming it down the road and all the way home. We've got some Chinese noodles; we eat instant noodles ALL the time- we've had them since we were ickle.
Also, when we were going, we were on the Piccadily line, and there was this tall man, and his head was sticking out of the train. My brother pointed it out, and we were all sniggering, and then the doors closed, and it smacked him in the head, and he yelped as it knocked him in the head, and we were all practically wetting ourselves in sadistic delight!
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