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Thursday, March 8, 2007
Am I that much of a reject?!
Golly gosh! There's this girl of whom I went to primary school, and they were applying make-up, and then this girl asked me if I wanted any makeup. Then they started talking about what I should do for my 16th, and wearing short skirts and skinny jeans, which I don't wear. They kept going on, and I was arguing my point but they kept going on about how I should straighten my hair and get extensions or curl/ tong my hair…or I should ask my mum for £100 for my birthday, and how the other girl had gotten £1000, then I was talking about how my mum is a single mum, and takes care of her three kids, and doesn’t work because she wants to look after us, and then she was looking at me weird, and then I kept saying how they were pissing me off, and how they underestimate me. So then they tried to win me over and were saying how great I was to stand up to them, and how they admired me and I was wonderful. One girl even went on her knees and begged for forgiveness.
Then they asked if I would say how they were going wrong, and one asked what their faults were, which made me laugh like hell. I thought in my head ‘you’re a bitch and you make a point of the fact you’re short and have an inferiority complex’. I said the latter, and then said, “you’re very critical of people”, rather than being outright. She said she admired me, and all that I must be strong.
It wasn’t really what they said, but they way they said it: snooty like they knew everything about me and were trying to improve on me, even though I’ve got the confidence they don’t.
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