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• 1991-07-11
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• 2003-10-10
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• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Friday, May 11, 2007

When life give you lemons, suck 'em.
Yeah/ Always nice to see things which you shouldn't, and then it fucks up your mind. Ah well. It was nothing more than I wanted even though it was pushed. People hurt, and then they hurt you. Spying and being on guard helps, but doesn't stop the hurt of finding out, even though it's always at the back of one's mind. I am more of a person than people think of. I do not wish to be used and abused. It's just wrong, and for that, I wish you happiness.
None of you know what I'm talking about, but I know, and this is my online diary, so suck that lemon. *sighs*
The world is just so shallow. Are relationships nothing to people unless they get out of it what they want?
That is why I do not wish to live in America. It's worse than England and England it about a decade behind in their shallowness. I feel sorry for the generation her who will have their children go through what teenagers in America do now.
I feel sick.
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