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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Tuesday, July 3, 2007
Fetch doggy, sit doggy, roll over doggy, give me kudos doggy. GOOD FATHER!
My dad was around all last week and left yesterday afternoon, and he was basically kissing up to me. IT was hilarious! I know he's 'making up for lost time' and all, but fucking hell! There's kissing up, and there's licking my arse! XD I really don't like people who kiss up after having put me down for years.
He's acting like a new person, and I've acted in the most civil way, but he still doesn't want to start a conversation with me, even though we're stuck in the same home all day. As my mum says, "he hides. He always has done." He's one of those people who orchestrate things. In family therapy, which was why he was there, he made sure he only mentioned two of his three other children of the same age by another women. Considering he has already lied about her for 13 years! >_>
I am just looking forward the next meeting, and when my mum and dad will have their own session and about years ago, where he would come over to my home grumpy and tell my siblings and myself to shut up over the weekends, and we couldn't do anything because he wanted to sleep.
How the past haunts the present...
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