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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Saturday, September 8, 2007

*sighs* Feel like shit
Going over from when I was 13. Man was life hard for me. At least I found someone who cared for me though back then. Someone who I thought was my best friend abandoned me when I told her I had depression. I felt like no one cared for me, and only that one person did, whilst I was in immense pain. I would have liked to thank him for holding my hand for all that time, but sadly, we are no longer in contact, and our paths are no longer crossed. I would like to thank Mergani, but I still hold him in regard for abandoning me like so others. Up 'til then, I had never felt so wanted by someone whilst remembering how my father hadn't cared for me. I've never spoken to someone with such intensity, but now I have someone whom I really care for, and it feels the same, if not moreso. I do not wish for the days to be back, as I have the mere memories to keep me happy. *smiles*

Amaris Drausinus Catrina Dixon
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