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Saturday, September 22, 2007
So! The retreat!
Ah yes. Well, I went on Wedsnesday, and came back yesterday. Let's just say that I was grumpy going there. The trip was fine, I wasn't sick. A jealous friend made myself and Deborah (Female Outlaw) share a room. Deborah had never been anywhere to stay without her mum, which wasn't the case for me because I used to go with my godmother at least twice a year to stay with her for a week. Deborah also missed her neice whom she dotes on.
I can't even remember the activities, it was that packed in!
Anyway, people got on my nerves, and I was in a group which had the people I am most likely to talk to, but they were stuck together like f-ing glue, so I didn't talk to them, and the other people were all friends too. I was pretty much emotionally detatched, and I noticed that I kept referring to myself in the third person. Amazing how detatched from myself I was. I was acting normally anyway, so I think that's the real reason.
There was this mime man and he had this sad story, and I didn't even feel like crying though the pressure was in my cheeks. We did some meditation though, and that helped all the bad feelings go.
We weren't allowed to go to bed until past 11pm, and had to be ready for brekkie by 9am, but there were 3 showers in our dorm to 24 girls. People woke up at 6 to get their showers. Also, we were allowed to have lots of time in-between sessions, but I didn't bring my music, and there was no tv or anything, so I was so thoroughly bored, but Deborah had the likes of Daft Punk and Bat for lashes, so that was alright.
I did one of the most silliest things too! There are fields surrounding the building, and we had to wear formal clothes for dinner, and I wore a browny dress with a slit on the left and matching tights and heels. I looked rather nice, and then Deborah and I, because we were bored, wandered around and I ran on the grass, and then it got all stuck to my heels, so I had to take it all off.
I also played football (FOOTBALL! NOT SOCCER!) and I strained my right knee, and I can't lift it! I've also got bruise on my leg from this boy called Jermaine, one of the 2 token boys in our year, but I tackled him all the time, so he's probably all nice and purple on his legs! One time, he knocked me down, and I flipped in the air sideways, and my legs were up in the air like in anime! He said he was sorry, but I was in histerics, because it was actually quite fun!
All in all, the people were horrible, but it was alright, even though I was hungry.
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