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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
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• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Thursday, November 29, 2007

Life's alright.
All I can say is 'ugh'. I'm tired, and bored and have work to do, but I have decided to be on the computer to answer pms. I feel all blah and Im hungry- I haven't been eating well for the last couple of months now, and I'm getting all thin and lethargic! I've never had a problem with food before! I absolutely love my food! I need my sleep is all.
I haven't been writing any poems, but I should get back into my stroy-writing really. When you're told you have talent fifty million times, you kind of believe it after a while. I've recently read some stuff I wrote, before I got bored with it, as with most of the things I do, and it's like 'wow! I wrote that at the tender age of 13?! Where's my talent and flair gone? How could I write with such accuracy when I was so majorly fucked up then?' so I should get back into writing in general, even if just for catharsis.
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