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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Friday, December 14, 2007
Slightly disgruntled...
Oh yes, I feel a bit unhappy, a bit unrepentive, a bit stupid, and a bit evil.
Ah yes, that's males for you!
I don't really care if he sees it. I have to talk to him, but I fucking well don't feel like it! I'm even on early to avoid him! *cries* Oh, if you were really that bothered, you'd pm me.
My heart is kind of broken, but it's not like it's able to really be cracked any more. Not even a poem is worth the time of putting in the emotions. Love is a fickle mistress, and I am musing, so fear not the obligatory feel if you read this. *sighs* I was just about to let my barriers down, and what I have seen makes them go up. For the first time I have seen the bare evidence with my own eyes, and it's not good. Am I really that foolish though? To see the evidence, yet not confront. Ah well. Everyone has their little job in each others' lives.
It's probably an over-reaction, so it'll all be sorted out (hopefully) and that's it.
Or perhaps not, and I've been strung along all this time. *sighs* See, why delving and being nosey PAYS! Absolute lies. You can lie to me, but NEVER lie to my friend! *shakes head* Margaret treats me well, and treats you well. DON'T!
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