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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Saturday, December 15, 2007
Oh thank you for the comments!
And thank you Fading Away!
I mean, I knew all along, but I wanted ocular proof, but now I have it, and I am but so waiting to kill the guy! It's not his fault, it's mine for not relying upon my own instincts that many a thing is suspicious. *sighs* Oh, I am one for pay-back, whether he's worth it or NOT.
I hate being smart. *sighs* I think the sheer audacity is that I was suspicious, and he TURNED AROUND and said manipulated the situation in such a way, but I never believe that things are how they appear, so I've always held myself back. Soul mates though? Nah. Jumping over the moon to prove his love? Somehow I don't believe. Now, not falling for fairy tales, I DO believe!
HERE IT IS, AND IT'S SHEERLY TERRIBLE, ISN'T IT?!
AND HERE'S ANOTHER!
Things have been proved, and I do but smile with fiendish delight! I know now, and I was never in a relationship with him, because I wouldn't allow it. I don't care if I name and shame really. I have a right to say honestly, that I have been fiddled with, and because I'm so stubborn, into self-preservation and knew that I didn't want anything, I got out of it slightly unscathed. My favourite lie is when I accused about Me-ae, and he said some crap about how it's his friend's girlfriend, which was a pretty crappy lie, if you ask me, but I needed outright proof.
On that front, I'm kind of proud of myself! :D
I still need to talk to him though, so I'm just rolling my eyes at the moment.
It wouldn't be so bad if it was the first time that he's done it, but it's not. I like to play detective!
Oh, let my head roll! I don't fear anymore. What's the worse that could happen? I'm not going down without a fight!
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