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1991-07-11
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Thursday, January 31, 2008
Never say that I don't know how to manipulate my way into getting what I want!
Yes, now, I am a girl of integrity and bare-faced honesty, but I know how to get what I want from seeing the ways and means of getting what you want, and boy, did I know what I wanted!
Basically, my psychiatrist wanted 2 more sessions, and then for it to be no more. Well, I planned that if I talked about the whole she-bang at the end of '07, that it'd continue, so I did, and HEY PRESTO! I've got a session in two weeks time, instead of the 6 weeks that I had to wait between sessions now.
'Saw VI' is on the comp next to me, and talk about mindless violence! Ultimate torture with gore which is bordering carnal sadism! I've never seen the point in scaring yourself shitless personally. Plus, it leaves a nasty mess on the floor.
I've got to go to the school library to study my English Lit work. Bye! I shall be on tomo's, and my teacher for sociology won't be in, so low and behold, and excuse to update befpre I get on in the evening! Also, I can sleep for MANY hours!
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