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1991-07-11
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somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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2003-10-10
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Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!
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Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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Monday, August 11, 2008
o_O It's so quiet, and the apathy is kicking in.
Actually, let me take some of that back! It's merely impossible for the apathy which has plagued me since childhood to suddenly kick in, so pardon me! XD
Yes, my brother and sister have simultaneously gone off to camp for the week, and it's SO quiet! It's just my Mum and myself. It's terribly weird! I can do what I want, it's quiet when I wake up. Now, the icing on the cake to make everything magical is if the BLOODY WEATHER WOULD JUST LIGHTEN UP! IT HAS BEEN RAINING ON AND OFF, AND THERE HASN'T BEEN ANY SEASONAL WEATHER IN ENGLAND FOR ABOUT 3 WEEKS- WHEN IT WAS BOILING! This is the true travesty of being in England! Last year, it was the same, but at one point it was sunny enough to get sun burn in my hair parting when I was at the seaside! XD
Because of this, I haven't been bothered to go out the house- I have banned myself from going out with a friend (she never comes on time, like and hour late, and I like to be on time, she lives nearer to the heart of London! *grinds axe*) and my other friend is up north of England with her Dad. She's coming back Friday, so it's alright, but I'm lonely! Now I understand how it feels for her! (She's an only child)
I've got a lot to do, but I don't have the impetus to do it! 'The Great Gatsby' is rather boring, as I know the ending, but I am behind in class because I missed the week the class started on it because of a week-long toothache. I have to compare it to another piece of literature in September, so it's sheer drudgery.
I also have to read a Frnech book, but I don't know where it has gone in my messy bedroom...
This is the end of my rant anyhow!
I'm not worrying about the tests anymore though! I was only worrying because I was doing nothing else! I now understand my worry-wart friend who's an only child and a bookworm. :D
I had to put this up, because I found it on my travels, and it's incredibly bizarre!
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