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Thursday, November 4, 2004
A royal venting of the spleen
I am so like pissed! The computer room is closed because the year 11s are on job experience, the library is closed because the librarian has quit, and Mr Sarsfield wouldn't let us on his computers, so I was really annoyed. It's 15:57 now. We had nowhere to go, and we were last today, and that bitch, yes I am annoyed at that stupid teacher, Miss Coyle! She wouldn't let me in for lunch on Tuesday, even though we are second! BITCH! The other sheep in my class lined up. I still had my mountain of books, and didn't see the point in lining up, when they can do it for me. I was majorly pissed, because that fucking Deborah kept messing me about. I was moaning to my, very geeky, but all well, Judith. I was talking about my psycologically analysing people and myself. It might seem boring, but I know how people are going to act easy-peasy. I hate that bitch though! When they went in, I tried to get in, but she closed the fucking door on me, saying I hadn't lined up as long as the other assholes! Now, that was just an assault on the senses! I was pushed over the edge, and I wanted to breakdown, and just get rid of all the bloody people I hate, and the types, basically 97% of the world. Now, if there's one thing I hate most of all, it's negative attention. They kept calling my name. That just pissed me off. I had to do the famous humming to realease my anger, because I'm an angry person. Nina, who I liked, and she turned around, and called me a neek, said, why don't you come in our line. I had to tell myself not to cuss. Then there was Romero left, the bottom class of our year, and one of them asked if one of them was realated to me, and I said no. they acted immature. They kept asking me name. When I went to maths, they asked. I told them Amaris, and pissed off
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