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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Wednesday, February 16, 2005
So tired an grumpy!
As I have said above, I am tired, and grumpy, and whine about things, and the otaku! If you don't want to read and be offended! Look away, or press back!
Well, I'm tired, because me sister, whom I sleep above, kept turning on her light, and scratching her excema! Ahh! My mind started to race, and then I couldn't stop thinking, and then I kept thinking of stories, and then it was like 2 am. I tell meself to get up if I am awake in the middle of the night, but it was too cold, so I stayed in me bed, unhappy, and then it was morning, still to cold to get up, and I lay there, tired. I am to grump about Iamdizzy's site! She can write 'Dizzy ish sick'! And she gets 26 mucking comments! I'm one of those people you have to warm up to! I am very offensive when I don't mean to be. Even me mum says that! I am evil, and I am not going to change! I am sadistic, and horrible, and if you don't like it, too bad! I'm sick and tired of these idiots saying, 'cool site' and 'good for you'! It's not positive reinforcement after a while! It's negative! Plus, either they're hyper, and happy, which isn't me, or depressed, close to me, but no way near the deppressive notion! I am neither! I don't mind talking to them sometimes, but honestly, I couldn't bear them as a friend! End of me whining! Bye!
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