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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Friday, March 11, 2005

   I'm slipping into the void! (Big rant)
Agggggggggggggghhhhhhhhhhh! I am slipping into the void of hopelessness, and I'm sick and tired of everything! No I'm not a goth, and don't want to kill meself, I just hate pressure applied to me, because I have to take me anger and frustration out in someway, and I am SICK AND TIRED OF THE BLOODY SAT'S! It's not me who gets the satisfaction, it's that the stupid people at the school can say: "Oh! Our school is SOOOOOOOO intelligent! Even though most of them do it on their own merit, and get brain-washed into thinking it's actually for them!" Jeez! And what the funny thing is, is that Miss Deborah eats right out of their hand like a brain-dead dog! She is so naive, and she doesn't believe me! I know the psycology of it all, and the actual fact, as Ihave intelligent parents who also see through it! Hope you're happy world! You bastard!
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