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• 1991-07-11
Gender
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• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Tuesday, March 29, 2005

Thouhgt of the day (Actually thought of the day about two weeks ago, but forget it.)
Happiness and 'moodiness'.
Well, on whatever day it was in Mr France.
I was in the four bit, where you face people, and we were laughing alot, and I was actually being nice. (Everyone likes me now, as they saw a different side of me) I started thinking, "I can't think in a bad mood!" That started me thinking. When I'm hyper, and Judith's in a bad mood, I am obnoxios, but can't actually understand how it feels to be upset, and all bitchy, even thought I'm usually like that. That also got me thinking about those stewpee cliche parts in Mr animes, where the 'stupid happy person' can't understand why the 'uptight' and 'depressed' one is like they are. Maybe that's why people pester me so much? Because they can't understand the reason I'm so down.
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