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• 1991-07-11
Gender
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Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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• 2003-10-10
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• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Thursday, May 5, 2005

   I'm gonna get psychiatric help!
Basically, yesterday, my mum was on the phone, and I came in, waiting for her to get off, so I could ask her something. She was talking saying how 'yeah. She's really kind, and sociable, and gets on with alot of people in her class'. I thought she was talking about Mairin, my 'nice' younger sister, but NO! She was talking about me! It was Miss Ungaro! A teacjer who 'knows everyone', and teaches me History. She had phoned to ask if I wanted to go to a group therapy shitty thing. I said to my mum, I might as well, and I had got into this trap before, because in year 8, I had a 'learning mentor'. That was shit. I wrote about her in my previous posts when I was year 8. Basically, she's shit! She was a happy happy person, and I'm not! It was a waste of a year!
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