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Thursday, May 5, 2005
Yay! There hasn't been confirmation class for 2 weeks, but now we have to all spend the weekend together!
Oh hooray! I'm gonna be going outside London, (no, it isn't the first time in my life. I've been to York) and I am going to have to be spending a good 3 hours or something mad with stupid middle-class white people who talk about shit I have no clue about! (and no, I am not being racist. I went to primary school with most of them. 7 years! I think you'd know something about them! No, it is not a generalisation. The primary school I went to was primarily middle-class white people, with their self-importance, and their children they don't pay attention to.) The problem is also, the boys won't even give me eye contact because I am a girl, and would like R'n'B, though I like rock, and then they are going to ask me what I'm going to listen to, and I'll say some band they've never heard of, and then ask me again, or go off me, and I'm going to be in a bad mood because I am tired, and, I hope that freak Declan isn't going to come! God! He doesn't have ANY reassurance of who he is! I know who I am better than he knows himself, and he's 23! He is such an under-confident angry weedy guy! He's going to get married aswell! To this other lady who's there called Marie. She seems bossy. I don't like her. Gareth, who's one of the people head of my group takes a weird liking to me, like quite alot of men. Don't ask. I will report on Sunday, and probably will be angry! So 'til then!
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