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• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
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• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Tuesday, June 7, 2005

Yay! Parallel curriculum because I have lack of confidence! I know, sad and redundant!
Today was fun! We first did a poster, where we had to 'sell ourselves as a friend'. I found that I didn't have many 'attractive' characteristics. I can be quite selfish, I am angry alot, get sick of people after a while, and can't stand them, am not a people person etc. I could go on forever! Then we did this thing where we had to do 'us' and it had to be an abstract thing. I had a lot of dark things, and it was weird, because the lady wouldn't stop looking at me weird! She looked at me weird since the first time I went to yoga. She sadi how she works int he same company thing that the yoga lady does, and she thinks I'm suicidal, so she probably is watching me to see any signs of madness, or me might actually commiting suicide, which is far from my mind! I find it weird. I like to show how I suffer from depression in one way or another. Why shouldn't I be proud of me having depression? I've only had it since I was 7! I had a lot of sqiggles, and she liked how I did borders because 'things are always cut off'. I actually meant that 'you never see the whole picture aswell' but I was too lazy.
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