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Wednesday, June 29, 2005
I feel sick! Went to funeral. How 'bout you?
Well, today was inset day. Forgot to tell you, which is why I went to the funeral.I woke at 8 something, and I went to bed at nearly midnight. Go up at 10, and then I hung around watching my mum on the computer, and then we had to get ready for the service. We got there, and most of the old people I knew. It was an old man who died. Anyway, most of these people I knew was because we all lived on a road full of terraced houses. My mum grew up there, and it was filled with the people who came over on the 'windrush' and other boats, so most of them are Jamaican, and were young when brought here in Britain. A bit of a history lesson there from where I used to live. Anyway, we moved four years ago, and lost contact with alot of them. We were in the service, and it was fine. Then I had to go and see the old dead guy! The room smelt of embalming. I had never seen a dead person, so I went. I felt sooooo sick because of the embalming fluid! I'm one of those people who feel sick at the somplest of smells. I didn't mind it, but it was full of old people who saw me as a doorpost, or an obstacle. Then we filed out, and we were looking around to hitch a ride. We then went to the cemetary, and stood around for a while. It took ages to cover the hurse. I got hot and dehydrated because it was in black, but I nearly fainted. Then we went to his place, and then I went home, and am here now!
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