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Tuesday, July 26, 2005
My dad shouted at me over a toy!
Well, there's this whole thing between my dad and me, i.e. I hate him, and for my sake, I act like I"m enthusiastic, i.e I'M A FAKE! My dad actually believes this, though he likes to go on about learning psycology, and being SOOOOOOOOOOO GOOOD! Man! It's funny! Anyway, he came in, and started going on and on about this toy called 'Dino' from 'The Flintstones', and he asked where it was, and I gave it to him, and he started going on and on. He made me really angry, because from when I beat up my brither, the adrenaline was flowing, and then I was complaining, and he came in, and started again, and I was crying because I was so angry, and trying to hold myself back! He basically, uses it as an armrest, for when he sleeps, and I sleep in a loft-bed, adn use it to keep my curtains closed. Does he care though? Man! Then I was complaining to my sister, who has her own bed under me, and she was reading with her night-light, and then I started writing this atrosity down, and by the time I finished it was 12:12 in the morn. This started at 10:16! I couldn't breath I was so angry! I didn't want it to go any further, because it would turn abusive. My mum didn't come in, because, as she said this morn, 'he'd say it had nothing to do with me' and 'until it started to get physical'. I wonder if he'll say sorry, because he took he anger out on me, and he was in the wrong for doing that.
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