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Thursday, January 19, 2006
My hands burn!
Jeez! I'm fucking well hyperventilating because I'm choking on myself, and my hands burn! Darn you excema! I was vanishing my clock outside, in the bloody cold, and then I did it, then I went back out, and did the otherside, but it was dripping down, and then I came back because I had done it, keeping in mind, I DID NOT do a THIN LAYER, so that was annoying, and the paintbrush was annoying because it was smash-up, and inconsistant. Then I was walking back, upon hearing that the people at the door said to 'turn around, and ignore Amaris', so that was annoying, and it fell on me, so my hands were covered in it, and my jumper is. Now, it's varnish, and my hands were freezing, so they were covered, and then I went in, and warmed my hands, and then my teacher took some of it off. Then he told me to put some white spirit to wash it off. Now, I have excema, and MANY open sores, so I was scared. He diluted it, but I used soap as well, and soap dries out my hands, so I was in pain, so now the jumper is next to me on a table,a nd I'm dying from the fumes, but I have to wear it, otherwise I'd be cold!
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