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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

   I got on the internet yesterday! (That's sarcasm by the way)
Yup! I so got on! Blame my dad for taking my brother, and promising to call, and I don't know when they did, but it wasn't before 10pm! And also, my mum was talking to a friend about 'the smear test' for an hour, so I couldn't go on because we have dial-up, so I was messing about on the comp, wishing to go on. The irony of it all, was that at 6pm when my sister got off, I was complaining about wanting to go on, and my mum was all like, "Oh! Why are you complaining? You know you'll get on the internet anyway!"
So ya! I was pissed off! And I have my depression really bad at the moment, so it was kind of hard not hurting anyone or myself. Yes. I am so happy with this depression! (Oxymoron!)
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