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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Friday, June 16, 2006
I'm on!
Yeah. Yesterday I had the thing with the doctor. She was saying how I was very confident, self-assured, and generally a teenager who nows what they were doing! I found it annoying that she was soft-spken, which gave me the creeps, because I am very aware, and always felt undermined as a child being talked to like that. I don't understand when teachers claim that they are talking to you like an adult. To tell you the truth, I can't tell the difference!
I didn't go to school afterwards, so I spent my day wasting time, and I missed the art lesson, and to take in my shoe, which is awkward, and the Japanese classes during lunch.
Today, I woke up pissed off, and feeling like shit. Maybe it's my sleep deprivation, and now I feel depressed. I find it so hard to breath and keep back the tears. My heart is beating fast as ever, and I'm generally in a bad mood, but feel free to pm me to make me happy! :I)
Ahh. I'm bored. P.E. as ever was REALLY annoying. I also kicked the ball out, shouted, and hit someone with it. Sorry! Anyway, I was hot and bothered, but I went to the library, and got alot of art-based books, and the TASCHEN one is really good. My mum says they're good reference books.
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