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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
Talents
• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Thursday, October 5, 2006

   8 fucking weeks of bad sleep id getting to me!
I'm sick of school, and sick of being alive frankly. I should be looking for a college to go to, but I'm tired, and my mum is worrying about the secondary school for my bro to go to, and her job, so I have been quiet.
I'm toddling along with my coursework on the school laptop, and I'm fretting about doing nothing for French. I'm pretty much ready for getting shouted at.
Catherdral choir was alright. I've got Tate Forum today, so Ill be tired even more, but at night, I can't sleep, and wake like 3 times a night, and finally at 6am an hour before I'm supposed to get up, tired.
Nothing else really. Listening to anime songs.
Please say whether you like the songs or not! I need feedback!
I never knew how awkward it was, typing on a leptop! My hands are in the air, for I keep touching other things!
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