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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Wednesday, November 1, 2006
I am but here again!
Always nice to know that when I quote, it gets more comments than my own words!
It's weird because I have to get to work by 10. I always get there early, because I have to change three times to different lines. It can take 20 minutes, if I can get a train everytime I touch the platform, or it can take an hour. I thank my lucky stars that the waiting hasn't happened yet, adn that it's during rush hour.
Today I got out late, and on the London Underground, if you touch in with your oyster card or travelcard AFTER 9:30 am, you pay less. I was down there at 9:28, but I didn't want to go and miss a train, to miss a train, to miss a train, and get to work late, so I thought "Fuck it. I'm not being late, even if I pay £1 less." I'm here now though. I think about 7 minutes early or something.
About the person's words. I think that I have a tiny bit of sympathy, me currently having suicidal thoughts (lol) but I think people who harm themselves really need to get a grip and look around them. Instead of cutting, I draw pictures of people cutting themselves! Isn't that the way to go?! (lol) I draw all my inane fanrasies of killing people and killing myself, and drawing pictures of people with swords in their heads, and then later, I can go- "Was that what I was REALLY like at 15? Cool!" Do you understand what I mean?
How is today going? Well, the person whose desk I'm at, reviewed some of the stuff I did, and it was practically perfect, except I had accidentally left a copy in the file. It's fine now though.
I should go off and heat my Chicago Town Pizza in the flipping microwave oven, and kill this hunger of mine! I'm sick of sandwiches with lovely bacon I tell ya! Sick of it!
I shall go and visit sites afterwards, like the dedicated girl I am! :P
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