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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Tuesday, November 7, 2006
Nice to knwo that I can manage to lose my work experience job.
This has fucking well pissed me off!
I have no job now! At least I don't have to commute! I think myself lucky in that respect!
Guess what the reason was?!
I only found out it was because of my enthusiasm because my mum was told by fucking teacher via phone!
I had a hunch somehow though! *Starts laughing maniacally*
Anyway, obviously I cried! I can't even hold a job for crying out loud, but I waited until I got home to cry.
My mum was at work, so I had to call her, and she was rather annoyed.
Mr. fucking Fitzsimmons made me talk to him, so I had to go to school. Tara, the bitch who fired me, was all like "are you going to be alright getting home?" I'm not confrontational as you may or may not know- hence the reason to why I complain so much, but I thought 'Yeah! I may not have been fucking well enthusiastic, but did I not do the fucking job nonetheless, and do it efficiently!?'
I so feel like shit.
I obviously wasn't all enthusiastic because of my mood as well as I'm not getting paid; it's a waste of my time; I'm doing jobs that others didn't want to do; I felt depressed and the environment wasn't the most welcoming to a newbie who doesn't know anything about office work.
Jo was nice though. Jasmine was a pain in the arse! You think I can complain? Nothing compared to that 28 year-old woman who had nothing to do, and was more secondary school-like than moi.
I can bitch about the place and bring it into disrepute because I don't 'work' there anymore, even though most of the time sitting there doing nothing.
The most HORRIBLE THING TARA SAID WAS: "Every half hour Jo spends with you, is costing the company."
Now, 1. They DID NOT HAVE TO 'hire' me.
2. Jo spends 2 minutes IF THAT telling me what to do, and then I do that job for the next hour or 2.
3. It's not HER company.
4. I didn't have to be her assistant's assistant did I?
Anyway, I'll bitch more when I can get to a comp.
Mr. Fitzsimmons is saying some shit about how I have to do some fucking work. My mum wanted me to stay at home, so I could do work.
I hate talking to that man. When I got home, I called my mum, in which I was crying and then 'Sir' called. He said he wanted to talk to me, of which I knew when Tara had called him whilst I was at work, and had to witness it. This defilement.
He said I should meet him at 12. The fucker made me wait 15 minutes because he 'was in a lesson'. *blinks twice, trying not to destroy anything*
He talked to me, calling me 'Amari'. That pissed me off because he doesn't know me.
Another thing: Tara said I had to convince her that I should stay at work. No offence, but why should I HAVE A REASONING FOR WANTING TO KEEP THE THANKLESS JOB? Why? No thank yous after I did the task, getting paper particles at work.
I should give that woman a piece of my mind. But I shan't. For I shall thank God that I dodn't have to see that woman ever again, because she just seemed stressed, and all along I felt I wasn't wanted (I'm very used to it, and know the meanings, but all the same!). I just didn't feel it was appropriate to type that within the walls of the office. I'm at hoome anyway.
Rejection yet again I must say.
This is the end of my post.
I so hate this life.
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