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Tuesday, December 5, 2006
Emotion blackmail, and the highest begging for forgiveness from the pleb.
Well, at lunch yesterday, I was first, and I was waiting in the line, typically people were pushing infront like no one else existed, and there was standing my former history teacher. I shall call her 'U'.
I was going to go in when she clenched my arm, (I don't like being touched. Blame my father for making me think I'm worthless. Yay!) and she was saying silly shit like "Oh! Why don't you smile?" Me, not having the most enjoyable P.E. lesson, replied "I don't want to smile" in a grumpy way. Then she said "We don't talk any more!" Of which I thought 'you neglected me the whole of year 10 because I didn't choose history, I chose drama.) I smirked, and she started schpeeling about things like "Oh! You smiled because you know I care for you!" and "I really care for you, I do. You can always talk to me" of which I rolled my eyes and mumbled "if you knew what I truly felt and thought, I don't think you'd want to talk to me." and went into lunch.
After lunch, I went to my art detention, and I had my stuff, and was going in when the headmistress came through the doors near the door to the art room itself. Then I was still going to the rooom, and she said, "excuse me, I'd like to talk to you" of which I was wondering what in God's name for, as she doesn't know my name or anything, and only the bad people and sixth form students. So I was going to put my stuff down, and she told me to shut the door. I was quite puzzled, and she went on saying "aren't you the girl whose sandwich I took off?" (she had on Thursday at break for I was outside my form room, and you aren't supposed to eat in the room, but it was too cold to go outside.) I nodded, and she said she was wrong for apprehending it off me, and said she was wrong and went on with the technicalities of the rule. She asked if I had had any more food, of which I said no. She said she was sorry for that, and then I went to the art class! So funny! The first time that the headmistress has talked to me!
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