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Thursday, December 14, 2006
I'm alright today!
WEll, I went home yesterday, because I was starting to panic and I was getting really hot even though it was cold outside, and I took off my jumper, and was in one layer, but STILL hot. So I told my form tutor and went home. I'm beter now. Much better.
My brother had this play, he's at primary school, I used to go there, and it was good. It was called 'The Mystic Nativity' inspired by a nativity painting by Botacelli. Afterwards there was minced pies and mulled wine. I only know the top two years, my brother's in year 6, the last year, and it was interesting identifying the siblings of people I already know.
The whole lower white middle-class environment was comforting, as that was all I knew as a poor black girl in primary school. I like it better than the whole majority black school filled with ignorant people. I'd rather ignorant white people who don't know how to treat people rather than on the other side. I don't like the situation, but it's fun and bubbly, and they still laugh at things I don't get, but at least it's British humour as opposed to African humour, which I don't understand anyway because I'm of Jamaican background.
I've bandaged myself today, so it shouldn't be too bad, but I can't really tell you otherwise, as yesterday my temperature was really high and I felt woozy and that came out of nothing.
Ah well. No feeling down for me! Even if I am fecking sleep deprived!
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