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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina
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Sunday, December 17, 2006
Manchester was cold to say the least.
The outcome of the trip yesterday?
I made a new enemy. A black girl called Hadeena or something. I don't know how to spell her name. She came to the last session, the one I wasn't allowed to go to.
I saw her when I got to Euston at 8:27 and saw Theo who didn't recognise me, and then she came with her black self (why I'm being racist I don't know). I gave her a chance, and I ended up sitting next to her, and she was totally disrespective of me.
It turned out she had a rough upbringing of drug taking and all (the first time I've talked to a person that rough. I'm so posh! XD) and she was very much a person who NEEDED to rely upon people and she said I will always be persuaded by peer pressure in which I told her she didn't know me because it doesn't affect me, and she said things about psychological pressure, and Rebecca, the lady who brought us said I was very assured, and Corrine said how I knew what I was doing and I was cool, and I was pissed off at her.
What really annoyed me was when we were getting off the train at cold Manchester (it was so cold!) I told her to pick up all the stuff, and she said no, and I said it several times. She got annoyed and threw croissant at me, and I glared at her. She's 17 years old. Some people.
It was an alright day, but I don't know anyone really well except two really from Tate Forum. I'm the only person who comes from my school, so it's kind of lonely, but I've got my thoughts to keep me company until I get tapped on the shoulder by the two people I know, and it ruins my thought patterns.
One of the people I know, Nivek, the Indian South African, I'm fond of him, and he was saying how I think that he was kind of creepy, but honestly to God, I don't remember. Maybe I said that to Deborah on the 23rd Sept or something. I am just not much of a talker, like I told him, when I'm not comfortable around people snd tired.
I shall add more tomorrow.
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