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• 1991-07-11
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• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
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• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

Wasn't well yesterday.
I felt like someone had spun me, and then smacked me in the left side of my head. Not fun. So I felt sick in Science, but we had a test, and I wanted to finish it, and then I told the teacher and went home.
I didn't update on Monday because I stayed at home. The alarm went off, at 6:55, I told my mum I didn't feel well, went back to sleep and didn't wake until 2:50. I don't sleep during the day. What does that tell you?
I was exhausted.

Well, onwards rather than backwards. Today, it is own clothes day. Most people are either dressed gangster or like they are going to a party. I am wearing what I wore on Saturday- white jumper with big neck thing, my aubergine tights and my shorts. Yes the looks are a-coming, but what are you gong to do about it?

I finish at 2 today, and I have to go and buy a purse fo' my motther! Yay! I don't mind.

Recently, it has gotten cold, and there is the infamous FOG! So it's freezing today! Me wearing shorts is okay, but it's still cold. What a girl does for fashion!

My father arrived last night. Thought I'd just add that in.
Thanks for making me have low self-esteem and hating myself as a little child because you made me believe I was worthless!
Gotta love you pa! X(
(I like to keep the notes on when he's around for the fact that I have to know!)

I've also got a Tate Forum meal tonight at Nando's! Yay! Chicken Portugese style! I hate pepper though.

Onwards to the sky and my penultimate day!
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