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Birthday
• 1991-07-11
Gender
• Female
Location
• somewhere where you don't know, actually London in England
Member Since
• 2003-10-10
Occupation
• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
Real Name
• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
Favorite Anime
• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
Goals
• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
Hobbies
• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Sunday, December 31, 2006

It's New year's eve!
I don't know what I'm celebrating about really. I was up going into today.
It has been weird because this week on the radio, people have been attacking blogs and saying how they are useless, and there are paedophiles all over the place.
I feel quite hurt, and defiant in their words because for many people, it is a place of solace away from 'real life'. I know it is for me. At school, I do not have many friends- I CERTAINLY DID NOT when I joined back in Oct '03. One person this morn- about 2am-ish, one guy was saying that you can't really call anyone your friend. I would answer yes and no, as it can be subjective. The man also said "how boring! Commenting on peoples' lives who are half way across the world, and you don't even know them!" Personally, I feel that it's good that you don't know them, as they can't get on your nerves, but at the same time, the person is lying to you, but don't people lie to you to your face? I know that as a fact from my father! People who enjoy their lives may use escapism through other means- not just blogs- alcoholism for example, or throwing yourself onto people for sex to feel the warmth of another body.

Well, that's my complaint done! What do you fellow bloggers think?!

For Antiworld: Just a few pics of the film. ^^
Go Shinji go! Strangle that bitch!

This is a screenshot. See! Their hands don't touch!
She's reaching out whilst her eye is bleeding just before she dies.
The smashed up eva.
I couldn't help it. I had to make her smile.

I've uploaded some new ones. Their actions are as follows:




Now it's in order. How convoluted! Well that's it. In the end, Asuka looks at him and says something, but it's inaudible- that or my bro and sis were at each others' necks!
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