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• 1991-07-11
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• 2003-10-10
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• Sixth Form student, fan girl, writer and struggling artist/ creator
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• Amaris Hope you like the name because it is really so!

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Achievements
• Not killing the people in my school YET, or the world; being able to push people away; being socially isolated; let my grades go down because I'm lazy and an idiot; read all the books in my library, get my english teacher to think I self-harm (DSH)
Anime Fan Since
• I was 7, Yr 3, 1998 or so. The first anime was the infamous 'Sailor Moon'! XD
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• Most of them except Ultimate Muscle because it is soo ruubiishh-o! I Love 'Neon Genesis Evangelion'! Shinji is such a passive-aggressive boy, and he hates himself so! I can relate, because I hate myself. I hate everyone else in the world!Human condition!
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• to actually finish a story!;To not die before 40, to get a good job which I enjoy- IMPOSSIBLE!; To find someone I love; to not end up killing myself because I suffer from depression.
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• reading, writing (all-sorts) and watching tv, getting annoyed, typing, blaming myself; being TOO perceptive; seeing all the faults of the world; telling people off if they are wrong; trying to decipher the world
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• daydreaming, singing, irritating the hell out of people, scarcasm, coldness, singing out of tune, being horrible, making skwibblies, procrastinating, staring into space, drawing, forgetting things and other stuff




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myOtaku.com: Outlaw Melfina


Monday, January 8, 2007

School has commenced again! And I'm as tired as I was starting, and I'm getting nervous about English!
I have hardly done anything for English. I'm crapping myself.
I'm very tired, and pretty much on the edge of suicidal-ness and just crying.
My mum's on my back again, but at the same time, she's neglecting me, and leaving me to my own devices, which isn't good when you are EASILY distracted!
I got all teary this morn, and cried because my mum was hassling me about shoes. I'm wearing my old ones because I didn't want to be crippled XD.
Well, I didn't do ANY of my english coursework, and I'm not sure if it's due in today. I'm really unsure. Everyone else is saying it's Weds. I don't know.
Well, I'm not wearing my bandages, because I couldn't find them. I was in a huff because Mairin took ages to go to the bathroom, and because of that, I forgot to tell my brother happy birthday, and was on his back and annoyed. I wish I could go and disappear for a while and be in a different environment which isn't tense.
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