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• 1990-01-19
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• Brasil
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• 2004-08-12
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Anime Fan Since
• 2001
Favorite Anime
• Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Ah! My Goddess!, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Chobits, Card Captor Sakura, Arjuna, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, Fushigi Yuugi, Yuu-Yuu Hakusho, Tenchi Muyo, Shaman King, Saber Marionette, Pilot Candidate, Night Walker, Lain,
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• Go to Japan, learn martial arts, make my own manga, make a anime website (best one around)
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• Piano, learning Japanese, drawing, watching anime/reading mangas, daydreaming, hanging with friends
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Monday, January 4, 2010
Blast from the past or a simple mishap?
wow, this surely feels odd...
hehe, there i did it again that three dot thing, and this site - wow, brings back memories...
it feels as if I have reopened pandora's box expecting it to cleanse me and for the small voice of hope to say once again "you're free, go on and live," but really its just silly old me looking back at things that I wrote years ago...it was just a different me who was enjoying life like those moments, those tiny fragments of a dream could hold forever. actually i'm really happy to read that the way i wrote, or rather, the things I wrote about were so innocent and so happy, its good to know u weren't a bad person u know?
hehe there I go again..."you know?" as if someone is reading this and nodding there head like, ah yes. hehehe i know that the sole reason that I made myself stumble upon this page was to reminisce about the past because I was feeling a little bit down, a little bit out of it...
and the only reason I'm typing a post now is because I am hoping to express myself to free my mind of a question that has tormented me for a while now:
see if everyone is in love, or appears to be in love, does the fact that I am not either in love or appearing to be make me abnormal?
you see I feel that in todays world the whole crap about it being "modern" so it doesn't really matter if u r dating or married by the age that u r x is absolute bs. I mean, why is it that when a girl says "i've never had a boyfriend" ppl see to, oh how shall I put it, freak out?
truth is that in todays day and age, kids as I shall call them, are advancing quite hastily - for god sake its "normal" to have had sex when u r only like 14 or smthng.....geez, now I sound like an old geezer but when I was 14 I was chilling with friends at a movie or shopping or playing some video game....
in a way I'm proud of who I have become but I can't help to feel that its not okay
I dont know, I kind of lost my train of thought, which is to be expected considering the late hours - my point is I guess that I feel slightly depressed... hehehe
eh whatever, not like anyone will read, and if someone does and gets this far than wow, my friend u r a true trooper, gulping down this rant ^^
my utter respect goes out to u dear sir, or madam!
I guess in good tradition of what I was I should leave a picture here....but I don't really remember how to do it (hey! its been a while)
so with that I bid you adieu~
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