myOtaku.com: Oyumi

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Birthday
• 1990-01-19
Gender
• Female
Location
• Brasil
Member Since
• 2004-08-12

Personal

Anime Fan Since
• 2001
Favorite Anime
• Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Ah! My Goddess!, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Chobits, Card Captor Sakura, Arjuna, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, Fushigi Yuugi, Yuu-Yuu Hakusho, Tenchi Muyo, Shaman King, Saber Marionette, Pilot Candidate, Night Walker, Lain,
Goals
• Go to Japan, learn martial arts, make my own manga, make a anime website (best one around)
Hobbies
• Piano, learning Japanese, drawing, watching anime/reading mangas, daydreaming, hanging with friends

myOtaku.com: Oyumi

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

It happened.
(so since no one reads it...or rather no one responds to what I write so I'm guessing no one reads it...that means I can use this to express whatever I am thinking ^^)

so by "it happened" I mean today I got that feeling again, the feeling of wanting to pick up my life, to do smthng with it so that I can pursue my own adventure
just wish I could figure out what that really means, what is my path and how should I go about achieving it...
sometimes I wish life was all about the "survival" in the sense of how you should walk to wherever you wanted to go, learn how to fight or survive, be more concerned about catching fish or building a basket rather than figuring out how to live with little money or having to blindly pick a profession and hope to god you don't reach a midlife crisis or die due to stress because of the choice you made....

I want to live in the magic and not face the gruesome reality behind it, but then again that is like trying to grab the moon with your feet stuck on the ground

I want to plunge into the dream, just let go and dive...
maybe one day...
one day

(ps- note to self, watched avatar in 3D today - maybe thats why I want to spread my own wings and live a fantasy)
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