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• Rurouni Kenshin, Inuyasha, Ah! My Goddess!, Neon Genesis Evangelion, Cowboy Bebop, Chobits, Card Captor Sakura, Arjuna, Bubblegum Crisis 2040, Fushigi Yuugi, Yuu-Yuu Hakusho, Tenchi Muyo, Shaman King, Saber Marionette, Pilot Candidate, Night Walker, Lain,
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• Go to Japan, learn martial arts, make my own manga, make a anime website (best one around)
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Thursday, August 12, 2010

   So tired...
I keep blinking or resting my eyes and hoping that when I open them again I will have that superhuman day strength necessary to overcome the day-to-day...

its funny "live right now, just be yourself, it doesn't matter if its good enough for someone else...everything everything will be just fine, everything everything will be alright alright" song is playing right now hehehe some sort of supernatural sign? hmmmmmmmmmmm hehehe

ugh, I feel like a need to snap out of it, like I need to wake up and fight and get through it, but my other side simply wants to rest and let go...

its really tempting to find that huge rock to hide under from now to eternity...
but then I start thinking if I wish that then aren't I being ungrateful for the opportunity of life.
This world might not be what I envision or what I hope and wish for every night that I fall asleep but as far as I know it is the only world there is and this is my only life, so what good does it to simply sit by and watch life pass on by, spinning to the beat of its own drum?

all I know is that I'm tired, so very tired...
but would it be wise to go to sleep? or would that be surrendering too easily?

ugh, someone slap me back to myself!!
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