Tuesday, March 9, 2004

Hello, loyal public...hahaha...just kiddin'. WARNING: RANDOM CONVERSATION SHIFTS AHEAD! I am so glad I'm graduating in a few months...I have Senioritis something awful...I want to burn my math book, and I have pleasent daydreams about the chemistry teacher's glasses setting his papers on fire...he's on video, so if it ever did, they probabably edited it out...but I can daydream about it none the less...my mother is in a frenzy of making sure I meet Pennsylvainia's home-school standereds, so I have to keep track of every book I read, and I have to come up with a story for 'creative writing', first draft due Friday...wherein we hit our snag. I don't know if the evaluator we're going to would understand the kind of creative writing I do...my "Creative Writing" is more on the Elf-werewolf-dragons&vampires range of the spectum, or else makes no sense to those who don't watch anime. Not good for English class...

And don't get me started on driving lessons: Fun for me, perhaps like a roller coaster for whichever Parental Unit is surpervising said lesson: Good one minute, oh, good heavens, why did we let our daughter get her learner's permit? the next. I'm glad both of them are so patient, or I'd have had a nervous breakdown by now.

Another problem is the fact that I retake the SATs in less then 3 weeks...I got a fairly good score last time, but I still can't help but be a bit nervous...and then we add on the fact that somehow I've developed an addiction to a show that I've never even seen, and am pining away because I have no moolah with which to purchase the manga version of it...17 is such a strange age...you know exactly what you want to do, but have no clue whether you're actually able to do it, and can see no chance of trying to do it in your immediate future. And you spend your life in a state of poverty most of the time.

And I haven't even started my Guys Rant yet...there's this one guy in my youth group that I really, REALLY like...I'm not going to put his name up here in case he ever sees this...but I don't know if he would ever think of me as more than a friend. It's so confusing...and I don't like being confused.

Man, I've talked a lot, haven't I? Sorry, guys...Insane Adventures return tomorrow...Love and Peace!
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