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1991-10-23
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2005-11-01
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I'm currently a slave to like 3 different people. ^^ Me, a masochist? Never,
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They tell me it's Bonnie, but I beg to differ. Everyone calls me by my last name anyway.
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I got Alicia to admit Gackt was tasty. Yaaay.
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I think Cardcaptors was the first series I saw, but the one that got me hooked was Digimon.
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Gravitation, Loveless, Chobits, Cardcaptor Sakura, Last Exile, .hack//sign and dusk, X, Azumanga Daioh, Angelic Layer, Weiss Kreuz, Legal Drug, DNAngel, Excel Saga, Fake, Pita-Ten... lately I like some stuff on the Saturday lineup thanks to Tonya.
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Crap, my deadline's tomorrow... *glares at Tonya*
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Sleeping, writing, sleeping, pretending to write while in truth playing minesweeper, staring at the ceiling with my iPod battery hazardously low, travelling, avoiding motivation.
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Corrupting the hell out of friends.
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Who's agitatin' my dots?
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I feel alive like I never have before. I finally have a personal slogan. "PaganAngel: Like crack, but legal." XD
Wow. That survey was oodles of fun. 150 things you've always wanted to know about Ryu-chan but were afraid to ask.
Hm, I could have sworn I had something I needed to say today... well, I'll get back to you on that.
My mom stayed home from work today. A shame. I was hoping I'd have the house to myself. I like my mom best when she's, you know, not here. XD We're probably going to go out for lunch today... that is, if I can get my essay done in time. I have class tonight and I'm freaked out because my essay feels way more like a narrative than an essay. Oh well... the instructor said that as long as you turn in your assignments, you'll get a good grade, so I'll just live with it.
My god, I'm bored... summer sucks. But then, would I rather be at school...? Don't know. They both pretty much blow. I just wanna sleep. Last night I couldn't sleep at all. It was too hot, so I opened my window, then it was too cold. The clock was too loud. There was a moth buzzing around my room. Then my cat came to chase said moth. Then this morning the garbage truck woke me up at the crack of dawn. It was lame.
Oh! I remembered what I needed to say! I saw the best commercial ever last night for Nextel!
Guy 1: What are you guys doing?
Guy 2: Looking at dots.
Guy 1: What kind of dots?
Guy 3: Red dots.
Guy 1: Can you talk to the dots?
Guy 2: *gets on his cell and orders a shipment to one of the dots*
Guy 1: Do the dots talk back?
Guy 2's cellphone: Roger that.
Guy 1: Whoa, do it again!
Guy 2: No, we don't agitate the dots.
Guy 3: Yeah, we don't agitate the dots.
Foreman: *enters* Who's agitatin' my dots? *turns to guy 1* You agitatin' my dots?
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Sunday, June 18, 2006
The ocean is on fire....
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Mmmm... good morning... evening... afternoon... what the heck is it anyway? *looks up at clock* 9:32 P.M., Pacific standard time. Lovely. Sorry I didn't get a post in for yesterday, I was at Sierra's house all day (the brownies weren't spiked, unfortunately, but she did have more pixie sticks... AND SLURPEES! Wow, Chuck E. Cheese's, slurpees, the ice cream truck... I AM a kid after all). Then I came home and we went out for sushi. It was fun... I had the best miso soup I think ever. And the unagi was to die for. Just wasn't fun going with my parents. I don't like going places with them, especially not when other family members, like grandparents, are there. It's always, "oh, guess what Bonnie did/won/accomplished last week?" or "Have you thought about you'd want to do when you grow up?" ARGH! I can't stand it anymore... they don't even treat me like a real person. They totally classify me by what I've done, not by what I am. It's infuriating... none of them know me at all. And the worst part is they act like they do. I just wish they'd all leave me alone... I hate people.
Heh... I was just totally cracking up reading Tohma's last comment and my mom gave me the weirdest look ever. Remember, Tohma... DISREGARD whatever it was I said. I was under the influence... of pixie sticks. Dear lord, freaks of nature such as the two of us were made for one another. It's like fate or something. XD
OK, let's just make this clear: If any one of you dares to make another comment about my height- or lack thereof- I swear to god I will pull a Darren Mack on you. Speaking of, have you guys heard about that case? A guy from Reno stabbed his wife and shot the judge in his divorce case before booking it and disappearing without a trace. It's bizarre. This stuff never hits so close to home. Reno isn't quite notorious for crime rate... the Biggest Little City in the World is actually relatively calm. Of course, you've got your bar fights and drunkards picking bones with casino security, but that's to be expected in a city of gambling. I love Reno to death. Odds are I'll end up going to the university there, but who knows....
Time for a painfully long survey. As in like 5 pages long. Shield your eyes.
1.Do you like having your picture taken? After my experience in the newspaper, I have more or less a phobia….
2.Have you ever done a photo shoot, professional or non? Yeah….
3.If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go and why? Japan… cause Japan's all shiny
5.What would you say is the most daring thing to do in a lifetime? To fall in love
6.Would you ever do that? Already have
7.Have you ever done crossword puzzles? You jokin'? Sudoku's where it's at.
8.Ever actually completed one? Nope.
9.Pick up the closest book and read a sentence at random from it. Titles of articles or chapters are in quotation marks; book titles are italicized or underlined with no quotation marks. (Tis me college textbook.)
10.Do the same with a lyric from either a cd or the radio. “I left some words quite far from here to be a short reminder, I laid them out in stone in case they need to last forever. You know I won't say sorry, you know I won't say sorry, the pain has a bad reaction, a blend of fear and passion, you know what it’s like to believe, it makes me want to scream.”
11.Have you ever tried to analyze your own dreams? I could make Freud go suicidal, honestly.
12.Would you put up posters in your room? *glances at the Chobits wall scroll* yep.
13.Can you sing? Let's just say I'm no Ryuichi Sakuma.
14.Do you ever sing to yourself while doing everyday tasks? Nope.
15.What's your favorite color of post-it note? Orange. Shiny.
16.How many cassette tapes do you own? Cassettes? That's old-school, man.
17.How many cd's do you own? Still too old for me. I'm pure mp3. I think I have maybe 12 CDs….
18.Ever bought a cd for just one song? Well, I burned my brother's Angels & Airwaves CD for one song….
19.What would your perfect day consist of? A lot of Gravitation.
20.Have you ever lied to get off the phone or out of talking to someone on line? You try being friends with Natalie Goldberg.
21.Have you ever written a survey? No… I hate surveys. XD
22.How about a song? If so share it. One time I wrote a song about demonstrative pronouns… XD
23.Or maybe a poem? If so share it or one of them. No thanks….
24.Is your vcr flashing 12:00 all the time? No, but my answering machine keeps blinking….
25.Do you read your horoscope? Yeah… but I have to read both Libra and Scorpio because people can't make up their minds whether Scorpio begins on the 23rd or the 24th…
26.If so, do you base your day on it? Nah.
27.Would you rather chew gum or use mouthwash and why? I used to be a gum fiend. Having the short attention span I do, I would just chew it until the flavor was gone and then crack another piece. But these days, since I got braces, voluntarily chewing more than necessary seems pretty much retarded.
28.Do you floss? No… my ortho hates me.
29.Are you addicted to napster like me? No
30.How many times a year about are you sick? I'm usually never sick, but in the past year I've been sick like 14 times.
31.Ever been in an airplane? Constantly.
32.If so where were you flying to? Las Vegas, Boise, Denver, D.C.
33.What radio station to you listen to most? *imitates the radio guy's voice* Puuuuure rock, 104.5!
34.What color are your shoes? Blue…ish. They're Vans.
35.Was fuzzy wuzzy a bear? Yes, but fuzzy wuzzy had no hair. He wasn't fuzzy, wuzzy?
36.Do you know how to play dominos? Yeah but it's boring
37.Or do you think I just mean pizza by that? Ugh. We have Domino's EVERY DAY at school for lunch.
38.Speaking of pizza, what's your favorite kind? (toppings and/or place to get it from) Smokehouse combo from Round Table.
39.What color are your eyes? Green
40.How many surveys have you filled out this lifetime? Not many, I have to be really bored.
41.Describe your bedroom, include all details. It's obvious an otaku lives here. Like I said, Chobits wall scroll (I ordered a Last Exile one too), anime calendar, manga scattered everywhere, giant bookshelf stuffed with books and DVDs, neat little stack of Newtype magazines next to my bed.
42.Name one person your life is made better by. Um…
43.Would you or have you ever shaven your head? Ew.
44.How about someone else's? Ew.
45.Can you do math with ease? Ew. XD Kidding. Yeah, math's not my best subject but I did get a 98 on the final, so I guess I'm okay.
46.What size is your computer screen? 800x600. Don't kill me.
47.If you could only talk to one person online who would that be? Tohma. <3
48.Name your favorite type of music and why. Rock because it rocks. XD And anything Japanese. Delicious to my ears. And some classical is okay.
49.Are you a vegetarian? Me? I'm a flat-out carnivore.
50.How about an aspiring actor/actress? Yeah, no.
51.What famous person dead or alive would you interview if you had the chance? Um… George W., so I could smack him one.
52.Which movie can you watch and say the lines along with the actors? Pirates of the Caribbean, and Gravitation, of course. <3
53.Name one your passions in life. Pocky.
54.What's your least favorite time of day? Any part when I'm not sleeping
55.Who's your favorite member in a band, singer, guiter, bass, drummer, and why? The singer's cool, especially if he's Ryuichi Sakuma… but I also like the bass player (cause my brother plays bass) and the keyboardist (yours truly).
56.Do you use hairspray or gel? No, but I use (see also: am dependent on) this anti-frizz goo
57.Describe your favorite meal. Last night. ^^ Just a whole bunch of sushi… yay for unagi!
58.What color is the inside of your head when you close your eyes? Black with little blue specks everywhere….
59.Ever listen to classical music? Yeah
60.Have you ever said lol in real life without thinking about it? Jokingly. Same with "omfg". Once I accidentally said "XD".
61.Do you find you use internet language when writing notes irl? Nmu? Idk I dont like net talk much lol
62.What songs would be on your ideal cd? As long as Fake Star's on it, I'm satisfied.
63.Say one thing you've learned today. Don't cram that much in the washing machine.
64.What is the best present you've ever given someone else? Um… I'm cheap, remember? I bought these 50 dollar earrings for my mom on Christmas…..
65.What is the best present someone else has ever given to you? My mp3 player… couldn't live without it. Oh, and my computer! My last one was as slow as dirt.
66.So hey, what's your full name? I'm paranoid, remember? If I told you, you'd probably Google me and find that aforementioned horrible newspaper picture. Let's just say my last name sounds vaguely naughty. o_o
67.Describe yourself while drunk. What're you *hic* talking about, man? I swear to drunk I'm not God!
68.How big are the windows in your house? Um… big?
69.Do you wear a watch? Damn spelling bee sent me a watch and I threw it out the window.
70.What's the kinkiest thing you've ever done with someone else? o_o the couch, man, the couch… XD! I'll leave it to your imagination.
71.What's the largest age difference between you and someone you've dated? I think I've been over this before. 5 years, if you need to know.
72.How many mirrors do you have? Broken or normal?
73.Write one sentence stating what you want people to say about you after you've passed on. "…Dude. She's dead."
74.Have you ever sailed? No… there's no lakes nearby except Tahoe and Tahoe's absolutely frigid….
75.How fast can you run? Slower than anyone in my P.E. class except Natalie.
76.What do you believe in? Do you believe in life after love, after love? XD! I do believe in… um… hm… aliens?
77.How long does it take you to get ready to go out? Forever, but only because I don't feel much like waking up and I usually just zone out when I'm getting ready
78.Do you shower daily? If not how often? Showers? Nah. Cool people take baths. An hour of getting away from life is golden.
79.What one thing would you change in your life if you had the power to do so? Just one thing? Crap. Well… I would change this survey to allow more than one thing. >D
80.Describe the ideal superpower and what you would do if you had it. I have no idea.
81.Are candles romantic or a fire hazard? MUAHAHAHA! BURN! BUUUUURN! Honestly, candles give me headaches… @_@
82.Name something you've done in the last 24hrs no matter how big or small. I watched a Spongebob Squarepants marathon with Sierra. We were bored. XD
83.Do you wear necklaces, bracelets, anklets, earrings, rings? Earrings, and this necklace with sweet kanji-ness on it ^^
84.What colors are you wearing right now? Gray and white
85.How often do you change the sheets on your bed? I don't know…
86.Have you ever gotten lost? No. I know my way around Reno better than my mom, who lived there for like 20 years,
87.What's on your computer desk? A… computer? XD and a lamp, speakers, my library card, keyboard, assorted books, printer, a textbook, a notebook, a map, assorted papers, a purse, a cup of coffee, the yearbook, my cell, a clipboard, and a Hello Kitty wallet. My, I need to clean up.
88.How many folders are on your desktop at the present moment? Far too many. My computer's so organized it's disorganized.
89.When your talking do you ever use your hands to do quotation marks in the air when saying certain words? "Yes". XD especially with the word "allegedly", which I use a lot.
90.Which landmark would you climb if you could? The "Biggest Little City in the World" sign in downtown Reno. I loves it.
91.Do you own or have you read, or thought of reading any self-help books? My mom steals them off the library free rack and gives them to me, I never read them.
92.Ever seriously questioned your sanity? Um, there's no question about it. I'm verifiably insane.
93.Can you breakdance? No, but I can play DDR like a madman
94.What's in your fridge right now? A LOT. My stepdad's tres gourmet. But there's nothing in there you can just eat as a snack, which sucks.
95.How many people do you live with? Only my mom and stepdad. Being an only child is kind of cool, but I do miss my brother.
96.Have you or would you ever do anything more than kiss in a public area? OK, now that's a weird question.
97.What is the strangest thing you've ever done? Well, there was the time I snorted pepper at Natalie's… that hurt.
98.Name an instrument you've never played but would like to. Bass
99.Have you ever been on tv or the radio? Yep
100.What is the worst thing anyone could ever do to you? The only way I could explain is by being specific, which I don't feel like doing.
101.Are you a fast typer? 81 WPM… but then again I totally memorized the typing test at school. "Keeping family expenses in line while meeting the needs of a growing family can be a real test in most homes today; however, economists advise us that there is a way to do this through budgeting."
102.How high have you counted before getting bored? 8. XD Short attention span, remember?
103.Describe how you sleep. (ie. your position and/or how you fall asleep) Face-down, curled up in a little ball, clinging to my pillow. I'm told I'm very clingy in bed. XD!
104.Are you straight, bi, gay? ARE YOU HITTING ON ME? XD. I'm bi. Huzzah.
105.Do you ever do something else while on the computer? If so what? I listen to music… one time, I played Final Fantasy while I was on the internet. XD
106.What is the most expensive item you own? Don't own anything legally… not an adult, remember? But I'd say my keyboard. But that's at my dad's place.
107.How about the least expensive? Um, that popsicle stick over there.
108.What's your favorite card game to play? Blackjack… Nevada girl, remember?
109.What do you do online? MyO around… I also spend some time on OtakuBoards. I only get an hour online each day so….
110.Name some stores you've bought clothes in before. JC Penney, Mervyn's, Marshall's, Kohl's… I'm a very department store person.
111.Have you ever read a book and not understood it? If so which one? A Wrinkle in Time. That book sucked and it made little sense.
112.Have you ever watched a movie and not understood it? If so which one? OK, WHAT was up with the ending to War of the Worlds? And Evangelion still has me wondering…
113.Do people pick up your slang language more than you pick up theirs? I don't know….
114.Are you easily influenced by other people, or currant trends? Nope. And you spelt current wrong, biznatch.
115.What makes you unique in your own opinion? The fact that I'm the only semblance of intelligence in our town
116.Name your worst quality. Mood swings! WOOOOO!
117.Name your best. I've been told I have a really quick wit.
118.What would you like to do with your life? Bungee jump off Wal-Mart and buy groceries off Ebay. XD
119.Do you blowdry your hair? No… my hair only looks good when it's wet.
120.How many clocks are in your house? Like 6….
121.Are they all set on the same time? Heck no.
122.Have you ever intentionally set a clock ahead or behind the actual time? Yeah, I set mine so the time I'm supposed to leave the house in the morning is at exactly 7 A.M.
123.What do you think about when you first wake up in the morning? That was some party… and why the heck am I in a dumpster?
124.Which browser do you use? IE
125.Do you bite your nails? Yes
126.Would you ever leave little notes to your gf/bf? Sure. Like those cute little Honey-Do notes! ^^
127.Ever been to a farm? I live on a horse property, does that count?
128.Tell me about your dream last night:There was a party… and I was in a movie… and we were driving… ok, I so don't remember.
129.Ever seen a shooting star? No
130.Say one thing about yourself you've never told anyone. I… hm. My middle name is Jo.
131.Do your days fly by or seem to last forever? The days individually take forever but collectively fly by in retrospect. Does that make sense?
132.Have you ever stayed in a fancy high class rich hotel? Yeah, in Washington. The Grand Hyatt. THAT was ritzy.
133.Have you ever stayed in a rent-by-the-hour motel? Nope.
134.What in your opinion is the best advertising slogan out there? Sony PSP: It's like dirt you can watch outside. XD!
135.When they start sending rockets to the moon for us civilians, will you be on the list to go? No thanks, I like earth.
136.How are you feeling right now? HOLY CRUD, IT'S 2:00? This is one long survey….
137.Have you ever written anything on your skin? Regularly.
138.If so what? NA NO NA NO DA!
139.Which website do you frequent most often? This'un.
140.What color is most of your clothes? Brown and green… earthy colors.
141.Do you own any plants? I live in Nevada, remember?
142.Are things as bad as they seem? If you're me, yes. If you're the general population (i.e. everyone else), you're just an angsty teen. Get over it.
143.Descibe the nicest thing anyone has ever done for you. Um… nothing whatsoever.
144.Ever looked directly at the sun? I was bored….
145.Have you ever made a pin hole camera to watch the eclipse? No.
146.What's your favorite cereal? I don't eat cereal.
147.Who do you miss? My brother
148.Name something you just can't forget no matter how hard you try. Yeah, let's don't go there again.
149.Describe the worst fight you've ever been in whether physical or verbal. I don't ever fight with people. I'm pretty diplomatic. I just do my own thing and let them do theirs.
150.Say something else about yourself you've never told anyone before. Um… what happens if I don't want to?
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Friday, June 16, 2006
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School's over! YAY! YAAAAAAAAAAY! WOO! YEAH! YEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEAH! OH YEAH! YES!
Ok, you'll have to pardon me if I seem rather hyper today... there's a funny story that goes with that. So I (voted most likely to succeed for a second year running) bought like 3 of these plastic tubes full of pixie stick powder and ate them all and... yeah. I was running around the school screaming... IT WAS LIKE CRACK, BUT LEGAL! I was so totally high... on sugar. HECK yes.
Tonight we're having an impromptu party at Sierra's. Like 6 people are going over there and we're gonna eat brownies and play DDR all night long. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA...
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...Jesus Christ...
...I think I'm gonna throw up.
Shadowme, did you really think I was that old? o_O Most people tell me I look like I'm 12. I'm so short. T_T I hate it! Not only am I frustrated about being a kid for the next 4 years, but I'm also SHORT! Life has no meaning anymore... -_- (end sugar high) |
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Thursday, June 15, 2006
I'll be your distraction...
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Someone explain to me how I'm poverty stricken, have part-time job, and go to college...and I'm 14? *sigh* Why am I still a kid...? Honestly, if I'm like any 14-year-old you've ever met, I'm surprised. I WANT OUT OF THIS HOUSE ALREADY!
Heh, yeah, Tohma, you were dead on, I can't stand kids. They're so flipping loud and irritating and act like they know everything. The only reason I signed up for this job is cause I get to do cool stuff: Go to Tahoe, the bowling alley (see also: the DDR game at the arcade there), and, of course, Chuck E. Cheese's (YES! YES!!!) all for free. I'll just bring my MP3 player and not have to listen to any of them. Yay. Seriously, I never plan on having kids... um... wait. I'm just now realizing how little sense that sentence made, given circumstances. XD
Today was the last day of finals! YES! It's all over! YAAAAY! Pop open a bottle of champagne, or root beer, or whatever you can find, quick! Natalie got held back. I'm not terribly surprised. But I am surprised that she had a 58% in the class she failed (which is, ironically, English... how am I her friend again?). Ah well. All the 9th graders get lunch together so at least I'll be with Sierra. We had different lunches this year. It blew. But next year'll be fun, I believe. I like fun stuff. |
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Wednesday, June 14, 2006
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Aww... you guys are gonna make me cry. I have such great friends... *dabs eyes with tissue*
Busy day today, even though it was a half day. I had my math and Spanish finals. Got a 96 on the math and I don't know what yet on the Spanish, but I'm sure I did really good. Just subject/verb agreement, adjectives, possessive pronouns, easy stuff, Then I got home and had to write my first college assignment which I finished in like 5 minutes. Then in a half hour I have to go to the county Parks & Rec department for training... oh, did I tell you guys? I got a job there. I'm gonna be managing all the elementary kids at the Kid's Club summer day camp thing. Not getting paid, but I guess it looks good on a resume, that with the added bonus of not having my mom nagging at me all summer to do something with my life makes it a pretty good deal. Then immediately after that I have to go to class, then by the time the class gets out I've gotta go to bed. *sigh* I'm surprised I even squeezed in this update today. I can't wait for school to get out. Just two more days and I'm free...
Since some of you asked, if you're gonna download Angels & Airwaves, I would reccomend the song The Adventure for a perfect sample of their style. Odds are you've even heard the song on the radio without knowing who it was.
Tohma's back now... yaaaaaaaaaay... commence the warm fuzziness. ^^
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Tuesday, June 13, 2006
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Wow... I have such great friends. You guys totally cheered me up. I feel so lucky to have you around....
So the college class was BORING as heck. We "learned" about freewriting... honest to god, when have I ever needed to freewrite? And revision? Pssh. Not since probably second grade. Hello, I'm ME. How many errors can you expect to find in my papers? It's pathetic. I was hoping this class would provide some sort of challenge to me... and yet I nearly fell asleep. Maybe they should just boost me into Eng 102... after all, my placement scores were, like, off the charts....
I've been listening to Angels & Airwaves for like the past 3 hours... has anyone heard of them? Their frontman is Tom Delonge from Blink 182 but I like A&A a lot better than Blink. It's a really unique sound. Pick up their CD if you get a chance, it's worth it.
Don't think I have anything left to say so... thanks again for being there, guys. ^^
And just to make samuraikitty happy...:
Your my friend till the day i die, The day i lose you, Is the day I cry.Pass this on if u really care about ur friends if u get this back from all ur friends that means they really care about you!!...if ur my friend i BETTER get this back
XxXxXxxXxXxXxXxXxxXxXxXx if i dnt get this bk ur just a fool!!!!
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Monday, June 12, 2006
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Oops. Guess I didn't post all weekend, huh... ah well. I was preoccupied (translation: depressed to the point of exploding). Note the new layout... I got lazy and didn't feel like making an anime-themed wallpaper so I just whipped this up... well, I suppose the cuddly Shuichi sign makes up for it.
Tonight I have my first college class... yep, they've got me in actual college classes now. Go figure. 'm taking English 101 (Composition I) for obvious reasons... GASP! I'm taking an English class? Preposterous! It seems I'm always pioneering something.
I did end up going to Carson Valley Days on Saturday, meaning I had to finish the project in one day... I'm sort of rethinking whether it was worth it. I was hanging with Natalie and her boyfriend... they were making out on the ferris wheel, getting in shaving cream fights, the works. Yeah, at CVD there's a traditional shaving cream fight, except lately people have been bringing Nair to the fights. XD! Holy crap, that would suck! And then one time Natalie shot a tampon off the ferris wheel. Um... yeah. I don't know, I didn't have such a good time... I was all moody and whatnot. And that night I was so tired that, I swear to god, I had a DREAM about being tired. o_O That can't be good...
*sigh* yet another Tohma-less day. Nobody cares about me anymore.... |
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Friday, June 9, 2006
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Today was a nightmare... I don't even really know what was wrong with me. I was literally shaking uncontrollably... I just started crying in between classes... my anxiety's been pretty much driving me insane. I don't even know what's going on... I realize my posts lately have become negligent and I apologize. I just have so much going through my head lately. I can't stand it...
In on a more cheerful note, did you guys know that Leonardo da Vinci was gay? That's so cool... you know what we need? We need a gay president is what we need. Now THAT would be rad.
I'm angry. I was gonna have a new layout up today buy my stupid Photoshop screwed up and deleted the wallpaper when I was saving it. Grrr... I should sue Adobe. Oh well, I'll work super hard and try to redo it, and I'll try to get it up by tomorrow. Try is the keyword. Knowing how unreliable I am, though, it could be months.
This weekend's the Carson Valley Days carnival... pretty much the only cool thing that ever happens in our piece of crap town. I won't be going because the geniuses who planned it put it on the weekend before finals, and I have a whole project on Gone with the Wind to finish (see also: start) this weekend and I have to write notes on every chapter in my science book. Grr. Well, I'd better get started... procrastination sucks. *sigh*
Oh, and here's a nice tidbit of enlightenment for you I like to call the word of the day:
Stygian (adj, Greek)- being characteristic of death. |
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Wednesday, June 7, 2006
kurutta toki no naka kizudarake no fake star...
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Oh where, oh where has my little Tohma gone, oh where, oh where can she beeeeeeee?
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T_T
God, I feel like Shuichi right now... XD
Right now I'm simultaneously reading Farhenheit 451, The Da Vinci Code, and three Terry Brooks novels. My brain is pulsating in confusion.
...I don't feel much like posting anything else today... so yeah. Bite me and have a nice day. |
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Tuesday, June 6, 2006
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Oh no... oh no... my Tohma has disappeared... o_o she hasn't posted in like forever... did she die? Or... what if I did something that ticked her off? She hasn't posted since I got back... what if she hates me!? Did I do something wrong? Oh no, oh no, ohnoohno...
Prime example of my insecurity right there, folks.
Not much happened today. At lunch Natalie had lunch detention and I was bored so I went in with her, making up some sort of crime I did. Yeah... when I'm bored I go to lunch detention. The heck's wrong with me?
Don't think I have anything else to say... I must go wallow in guilt and put up flyers all over town: "LOST: Tohma. Last seen 6/04/06 on myotaku.com. If found, scream loudly and run around in circles setting off road flares. Will reward in pocky."
I'm so lonely... T_T |
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